Mission control.

I used to think my entries were big. I used to think that people’d see my name in bold and say “I gotta go see what he’s written.”

I don’t feel that important anymore. I feel like my life means nothing. I feel like I’m going nowhere.

And I know that writing this entry will not effect anyone’s life tonight.

But I used to. I used to effect people.

I used to.

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March 20, 2004

I read your entries even now, though they are so esoteric that there is nothing to understand, or comment upon…

March 20, 2004

i feel that way sometimes too. but the only people that should matter are your friends and family, not strangers. i write my entries for me, so i can get out what i’m feeling. i’m just saying

March 22, 2004

we still love you jon.

March 27, 2004

i read all your entrys. i just dont feel worthy enough to leave notes.