101514 19201815147 9 1215225 – Jenn

I wanta writea script right now. But I think writing you is more important.

I know it is.

Yesterday meant everything to me. Every little thing (you) turned out Beautifully. (And I meant the beautiful thing, I really did. Did you believe me?)

I can’t believe I’m calling Dennis my family. Isn’t this strange? This whole thing, You and Me.

Without you, Dennis would always just be Dennis. Without you, Lake Lily would always just be the first place I made out with anyone. Without you, I Would Not Feel Whole.

Mike asked me what I’m trying to get from you (like, out of a friendship with you). I told him (after thinking) that I just wanted to be close to you. He didn’t understand. I said (so as to be in simpler terms) I just want to be her friend. And that’s the same thing as close.

He nodded, but I still don’t think he understood.

(I want to live with you.)

It’s funny, for about a week I was self conscious about my parenthesis, but now they’re back to where they were, a subconscious thing. That’s What Those Are, you see. And that’s what they’re meant for, not for me to know what I’m saying in them, but for you.

I felt like One Person last night. Didn’t you love it? Didn’t you just want to eat it up forever?

I would give up everything to have that everyday of my life (when I get home from the set).

If I ever get to be a major filmmaker, I’d want you on set. (As much as you wanted.)

Remember that.

You’re Beautiful.

You’re golden.

And you know what else is? Golden?

(Silence.)

Yours truly, Blue and Red, but washed out. (Partly cloudy.)