Heil.

I really like nice people good people.

Coldplay They Are Nice.

(And good musicians. But you knew that.)

Lately…, for years (2) I’ve been going through the way I feel, make decisions off that, and don’t ever really question Why I feel that way.

Then someone told me.

And now I know.

(I LOVE SMILING FACES.)

(They didn’t tell me that, I’m just watching the Coldplay Live DVD, and the audience knows how nice Coldplay is too.)

So, why do I know? Now, when I do it, I just think “oh that’s why” and it doesn’t really change anything, it just kind of annoys that that mystery is gone.

Maybe it’ll help later.

There has to be reason

Ever since then though I look into everything more deeply, things, honestly, have been happening for, it can’t be coincidence this much, and, even with me, different things.

I can’t explain.

Just. I believe in, I mean God obviously, but the spiritual world a lot more now.

(Please don’t hate that I just said that it’s kind of corny.)

There’s something there.

(There’s something here.)

I’m getting sick of capitalizing instead of italicizing, but I should go back to it soon enough.

I just have to stop thinking about the why even though I know it.

Just go. You know? Flow.

I hate this entry.

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November 12, 2003

the spiritual world and the material world are one and the same. don’t fool yourself.