I might just be yet another.

Did you know that Weezer can be used as anti-depressant? Yeah, I do too now.

I went to a park, a beautiful park, after work. I’ve gone there everyday for the past 3 days and it’s always just the same. So good looking. (Like a girl.)

I went there alone today and thought. I had a lot of anger, a lot.

After I felt a little bit better (also, the park is not well known so no one else was there) I got in my car and I put on Weezer.

And I felt great again.

She’s good, I was thinking. But anyway, away from the thinking, I like her, and fuck if I’m gonna worry over it. I mean it’s her choice.

BREAK IN CHARACTER: I hate bad movies.

So anyway, I like her as much as I liked Leigh or Sarah, and she can hit me the same (sad) way too.

I feel

like nothing.

And God I hope she still calls. Or I’ll be pissed.