Deserves no title.

Dave emailed me back. I don’t know if I should post it, so I won’t for right now.

He said I’m a hypocrite, which I am, and he said I’ll admit to it just to justify it, which is true in a sense.

He said I have no right to tell people what annoys me about them.

And he said something that I hadn’t figured out, he said when we became friends again after not talking for 6 months we didn’t try to get to know eachother again, we just acted like no one had changed.

But obviously we had.

I think I have a right to tell people what annoys me about them though. I don’t do it to

I just want to be honest. And I’m picky. I don’t know why I am this way.

Shit, let’s stop here before I start getting depressed again. I need sleep.

Better entries coming soon. (Sorry John.)

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August 14, 2003

i’m guessing i’m the “John” mentioned? it doesn’t matter. cuz this is the shit that almost had it. my next entry was going to be about hypocrisy. i realize the racial overtones to my diary lately make me one fat hypocrite. and i sorta wanted to, like, justify it or something.