Correspondence with Kimi.

Jon-

Hey. I’m writing to you to tell you that I don’t really think that I’m ready to hang out with you quite yet. Although, I am not still mad at you, and I have definately forgiven you, I don’t think that I really comfortable with the idea of hanging out with you again quite yet.

I hope that you don’t get upset; I’m just trying to be honest with you…because until now, I’ve just made excuses, and now I’d just like you to know that I don’t hate you. I’m just not ready to put myself out there again…at least not on the level you’d like me to.

-Kimi

Kimi-

You caught me in a good mood so no worries. It may have been wrong of me to ask you to do it in the first place.

Or maybe not, but it any case, this probably does mean (or at least leads me to believe that) we won’t be friends again, assuming you’re going away to college.

Or maybe not, in which case I’d be wrong which happens a lot. (A Lot.) Anyway. Sigh. Guess I’ll leave it up to whatever. Thanks for actually thinking about it though.

Have a nice summer, maybe we’ll talk online, overall I don’t know, I still feel bittersweet, but I’m good.

Okay. Alright. You just tired me out.

-Jon