because i need to update.

1. Tell me something obvious about yourself. I’m a teenage witch.
2. Tell me something about yourself that I don’t know. I have no secrets.
3. What is your biggest fear? September.
4. Do you normally take the safe route or the shortcut?
5. What is the one thing you want the most that you can’t buy with money? A happy life.
6. What is your most treasured possession? My cats. My pentacles.
7. What is the one thing you hate most about yourself that you do the most often? I’m bad with insecurity.
8. Tell me something about you sexually that I don’t know. I’ve done almost everything there is to do.
9. Tell me something about you sexually that everybody knows. I’m very open, sexually.
10. What is your favorite lie to tell? That Cory was my first.
11. Name something you have done once that you can’t wait to do again. Six months ago I would’ve said, “Fall in love.” But today I’ll say, go to New Orleans. Which I’m doing on Friday. <3
12. Are you the jealous type? Oh god yes.
13. What is the 1 person, place or thing that you can never say no to? Cory.
14. What is the nicest thing someone has ever done for you? Flowers on my doorstep, whispers in my ear, kisses on my nose. . .
15. If you could do something crazy right now, what would it be? Get in a car and drive to anywhere with anyone.
16. When was the last time you cried? Last night.
17. When was the last time you felt so good that nothing else mattered? Whenever I’m with him.
18. Do you feel comfortable in public with no shirt on? No.
19. Name something embarrassing you did while drunk. I’ve never really done anything embarrassing while drunk.
20. If you post this in your diary, do you want me to answer it? Yes!

There ya go, Ash. I’m happy. I’m happy with my friends, my family, and my beautiful boyfriend. Y’all. . .he is so my everything. I’ve never felt this way before about anyone or anything, ever in my life. His family is great and they love me, he loves me, he needs me just as much as I need him, and I think I’ve found someone amazing. There’s just one problem. In August or September, he’s leaving to go to Louisiana Tech. Now, Tech is only an hour and a half away. This shouldn’t be a big deal.

But it is. We both know that we can’t function without seeing the one we love constantly. We’re already together 24/7 and it’s always amazing. But when he leaves. . .I don’t know what I’m going to do. I’ll be heartbroken, devastated and depressed. It’s going to be so hard. I guess I shouldn’t worry about it now, but I can’t help it. He’s so amazing, guys. He really is. I’ve never had anyone buy me my favorite flowers, and so far he’s gotten me lilies, daisies, and roses. My three favorites. Okay, enough about him. I really should be writing about what else is going on in my life besides my boyfriend.

Tomorrow I start classes for the GED. I should end up taking it before fall semester starts. That way, I can get into BPCC again. What I’m going to is take classes on Tuesdays and Thursdays, because with the Wicca group that I’m in, there are a lot of rituals and festivals that take place on the weekends (i.e. Fri-Mon) and I really need to be at those. Speaking of ritual, next week is the Summer Solstice. I’ll be gone Friday night through Monday evening ’cause I’ll be in New Orleans at Ms. Velvet’s house. She’s our high priestess.

If any of this is making sense, I applaud you. Let’s see, what else is going on. I saw Mike. That went well, actually. We had a lot of fun. He was really nice to me, which is pretty crazy. And it was very sentimental and kind of heartbreaking because I know he still loves me, but what can I do? When he left, he kissed the top of my head and walked off. It took him forever to leave.

Meh. Anyway, also, I quit my job because I need to get my GED crap out of the way because I NEED to go back to school. I mean I liked the job and everything, but I needed to get up at 7 am and go to school and then go to work at 2:30 and that just wasn’t going to work. So 7 am school it is. Tomorrow I’m doing that, then going to the doctor with Heather (Cory’s sister) because her baby’s sick and she doesn’t want to sit at LSU Children’s Clinic by herself.

I have a debit card and a check book. Go me. Debit card still needs to be activated. I also got a kick ass new cell phone which was like $85 but soo worth it. It would’ve been $150 if it wasn’t a GoPhone. Cory thinks my prepaid is crap. Whatever. Yesterday in Goodwill this woman kept telling her older daughter (who was slightly overweight) that she couldn’t have sleeveless shirts, nothing over the knee, and absolutely no revealing clothing. Then her younger, thinner daughter picked up a spaghetti strap tank top and the mother said nothing. The mother was not thin. It angered me. Let the child wear what she wants.

The whole time I wanted to shout at the mother, “STFU HOR!” But I contained myself. I’m tired. I should sleep. It’s 11:18 pm. I have to be up in eight hours. Goodnight everyone and look, I really updated!