I like girl.

I fell asleep last night thinking about her. I love crushes. I almost want to see just how long I can hold a crush-phase without being too forward. I mean. I’d assume Victoria’s not too naive. I’m pretty easy to read, and she’s perspective.

I want to go slow and take my time with this anyway because… Well, I was thinking about my abandonment fear. Things don’t last with me. I end up with effective flings either because either I get myself into a situation which I know won’t go anywhere, or because girls are silly and don’t want a relationship with me. It’s as if going slow will prevent me from reaching the point where she’ll run away.

My instincts tell me to be around her. Partly logic, partly emotion. But life doesn’t need to be so analyzed. She’s a girl and she likes my company and hugs me. What else is there to know?

Feeling a little tired this morning, but will hit the gym anyway.