Morning of 2-9-6

I don’t really feel like going to class. Again.

Of course, it’s obvious why. I don’t like Systems Analysis. The class makes me want to stab myself.

I have that spanish test and I haven’t done the recent homework for it. I just. I don’t know. I figure I’ll wing the test and take the homework as a loss, and just keep going. Shit happens. I don’t know why my confidence is so low right now.

*sighs*

I have to try something, but I don’t know what to do. I’m as stuck as I was a month ago. I keep developing resistances to everything.

I’m afraid to ask for help because I’ll just be resistant to anything I’m told. I’m impossible…