Timmy Got Back.

My bum is coming along, but nevermind that.

I usually don’t wake up so badly. It’s hard to figure out why. I had a plan this morning. I guess. *shrugs* Fluke. I had a large argument in my head over my mood, debating Getting Over It, which brought up the defensive Hey, Stop Being So Hard On Me. One little bad mood feels like the end of the world to me. Reciting affirmations is getting easier (yes, I’m trying), but they just sound trite. I think I’m afraid to sound positive because I know I’ll just have another bad day. Nothing’s ever a solution, just a part of the process.

I eventually acknowledged that debating my mood was actually kind of silly and probably contributing to it.

Lifetime Wellness really isn’t that bad of a class, if I bothered getting my head out of my ass. Now Systems Analysis, that class puts everybody to sleep. It’s not as boring as the first time I took computer architecture. That class seemed to be about something. But this class. NOBODY knows what the hell we’re doing. We’re doing some sort of group project where we model stuff. Yes. Stuff. We don’t know what we’re doing. I actually asked a question – and she explained it in a way that made you think she was saying something except none of us understood what she meant. Whatever.

I was starving, and had ten minutes before spanish. I’ve rarely eat that fast, I nearly choked on that hockey puck. I didn’t even bother fetching water. I thought I had a spanish test – it was only a quiz. I guess the test is Thursday. I shake my head at how I barely study, yet still know more vocab than most. All I’ve done so far is make notebards. But looking over the ones I made, I realized I already knew them. My problem comes into play when I have to recall words I already know for sentence construction. I’ll “forget” I know something. Straight translation and fly-by sentence construction are two different things.

Quiz was easy.

I just devoured a banana. Oh baby. I took it all into my mouth, until it was in my belly.

Oh. The point of the entry. I definitely overdid my lower back yesterday. No pain – just soreness. And it’ll stay sore. I mean. If I’m sore tomorrow, there is absolutely no way I’m doing squats or back hyperextensions. I will push my body pretty far. But I absolutely refuse to compromise my lower back. That’s something you simply can’t “stop” using just because you break it.