meh.

I want to crawl into a hole and hide. I feel naked and out in the open. Can I have a vacation?

I should eat dinner. I want to eat dinner? But I’m not hungry. Or so I think. Is it possible to be indecisive about whether one is hungry or not? I think the final round of leftover mexican effected my system ever so slightly.

I’d GOTO bed right now, except for the fact that there is no way I’d sleep the night through. I can’t sleep the night through unless I GOTO bed sometime after midnight. Or so history has shown me. Crawl into bed and hide.

I wonder if anything can make me happy. Which makes me wonder if I ever was. I wave the thought away, I’ll be happier.

I knew my streak of positivity was bound to end.

Hmm not knowing if you are hungry? It is possible.. But on the food subject you shouldn’t listen to me at all – my position is far from being healthy. *hugs you tight* *sends you sleeping vibes* Hope youo feel better soon..

Scorpio Frost

December 6, 2005

*raises an eyebrow* Hmm.

I have chocolate milk for dinner.

I’ve been indecisive about being hungry lots of times — you get that feeling in your stomach, and you don’t know whether it’s an upset stomach and you should let it be or it’s hunger pangs and you should eat.

You can fantasize about what makes you happy, but chances are once you get IT you’ll realize you never actually needed IT to make you happy.