Gott weiß ich will kein Engel sein.

Things to do…

Eat. Yes, I need to eat. I haven’t had anything to eat in 24 hours, nocturnal pretzel gorging aside.

There’s class later today. Unix. Turns out Unix is indeed named after Eunuchs. Well, it goes something like this. It was originally named Unics, which I can’t remember what it stands for. Check wikipedia.org if you’re curious. Point is, 1337 people like me (if I was around then) joked about how it sounded like “eunuchs”, so the name was changed to Unix. And. Ha ha. That’s the story of Unix.

I don’t really need to read for Unix. I don’t really need to read for OS.

Okay. I have a spanish test on Thursday. I’ve done the listening part so far. I’ve done most of the stuff in the workbook. I still need to do the work in the textbook that was assigned last week. Which leaves just half of the workbook and the textbook.

I should read the current chapter for macro. There’s supposedly all these optional online quizzes you can take. Maybe it’ll get my brain moving if I go there and fiddle around. That class isn’t that hard. I just don’t want to get TOO overconfident. Heh.

And then there’s calc III. I have a bit better understanding of what’s going on after yesterday’s lecture. Let me tell you, you don’t want to work in three dimensions. Math takes a bit of trust.

Oh, that reminds me of something I noticed. Ever wonder about absolute values? I mean, what an arbitrary thing to do to a number. Turns out, it actually looks like the castrated version of finding the magnitude of a vector. Same notation |x| or |x|, same basic principals, where boldness indicates a vector. Finding the magnitude of the vector turns out to be just using the pythagrean theorem. It’s the same thing in three dimensions as it is in two dimensions, you just add a z to it. As for a simple one-dimensional |X|, it’s simply squaring and taking the square root.

I’m waiting for when we get yet another definition of e. Ha ha.

I think I calm down if I just think of this as physics. Because I became very good at drawing pictures and deciding how to find different things I needed to find. Just remember the tools I have so far, the dot product, and the cross product. *nods decisively*

I have no pants. I have no pants. *smiles*

I think my food should be almost done by now.

Mmmhmm.

…I’ll mention it as a historical note. I have a rash or something on my glans/foreskin. I know exactly what caused this. I need to find some rubbing alcohol and clean my tuggy! Heh. Maintainig coverage never caused problems. But, I remember once before.. Something similar to this happened when I was last tugging. The glans would turn an odd shade of red, and get really rough.

So I washed him and let him air out last night for the first time in ages. Woke up and it looked almost like the the anterior of the foreskin was swollen. I know my penis. Knowing that coverage was not the cause, I slathered the little guy in neosporin and put on some clean bikinis. It’ll go away. Just. Heh. If I can’t find rubbing alcohol, I always have 100 proof smirnoff! I swear, I DO wash my tuggy before I tuggify myself. Maybe I got lazy.

Here’s something funny. I had to tape the skin back to keep it from rolling over last night. (And thus air-dry.) That’s how I’ve made progress.

I don’t have that much sympathy for guys that don’t know how to take care of their own penis.