Killing Time.

I was tired around 9 PM last night. So. I went to sleep.

Powerful storytelling, no?

I remember waking up and falling asleep numerous times. My clock was partially blocked, so I couldn’t tell what time it was. I got up at one point to uncover it, discovering it was 8:30. I wasn’t sure whether that meant AM or PM. I checked my stereo clock. AM.

Crawled back into bed.

Got out of bed around 11:30. Took a shower.

Pause.

Debated what to do with myself for the rest of the day. Just like the day before. Considering I may have pegged myself in the ass with Calc III next semester, I contemplated studying my old calc book. As time passed and System of the Down reached the end of the CD, I felt more inclined to be social.

Knock on the door. Mom said dad was on the phone. He’s over there (Minnesota) doing stuff. Oh, and he suggested I go back into CS. Of course, I can “do whatever I want” once I’m at a four-year school. He doesn’t fucking get it. You know, I’m this close to going back to CS of my own accord, and then he had to say that. What the fuck. STABSTABSTAB.

Emmy told me the other day when she was to be on “family vacation”. Which leaves a small (but convenient) window of opportunity. She’ll be out of town August 1st – 10th. I’ll be at Wildwood 21st – 27th. That leaves the 11th through 19th. To which my dad replied, “Okay, pick some dates.” ..Okay, whatever you say. He said he’d use his miles, so it’s not an issue when we go.

It’s been at least two years since I’ve been to Minnesota, and longer since I’ve seen Emmy. She promised she wouldn’t ditch me like she did the last time. That hurt, you know. I was all psyched to socialize with her, and then.. she ditched me. But, I’m a forgiving person. She said she doesn’t really have too many friends anymore. She also said she has a car. Miami has grown up. Scary. Soon she’ll be dating boys and having sex. Oh wait, she did that before I did.

*laughs*

I need to get out of town. Just a feeling. And since I feel too cheap to do it any other way, this will work.

I hope today’s not a bad day for socializing. I bet Erik took Ashley to work, then went to the Church’s. He’s quite predictable. Not a bad thing, I just know his usual spots. Because I just can’t stand to be by myself for too long anymore.

I remember when the opposite was true. I couldn’t stand to be social two days in a row. I’d need a break.

Eh, things change. I should be glad I actually have people to pester.