Constant Paranoia.

I saw a girl in the dining hall with short red hair. Not natural red hair or hair dyed a natural red. A red that is clearly more red than the body was meant to have. In a good way of course. I could have said something when I was getting food and jews. I could have just walked up to her when she was eating and said something. We all love compliments.

Nope, couldn’t. Always fearful. This happens to me all the time. My entire life has been this way. *shrugs* I somehow doubt this something I can simply “outgrow”.

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That happens to everyone O_o; I had red hair once. It was cherry red. It was VERY beautiful .. but the red died out and now it’s auburn, soon to be purple.

February 29, 2004

I can’t say I recall a good complement from a stranger just approaching me. I think if occured in the right setting it would be appreciated – ie. school or borders, but much past that it might scare me. And it would have to be someone near my age, hmm. I too, am to shy to give another stranger a complement.

February 29, 2004

I just saw your link to Oliver. I knew I recognized both diary names. *peace*

February 29, 2004

you also could have called her “period head” and gotten smacked. who knows.

Someone told me they “loved!” my striped capri pants yesterday and let me tell you, it made my day.