I Don’t Raise My Hand.

Status Report

Wearing: Black button-up shirt with dancing girls on the bottom and grey leaf outlines scattered about.

WinAmp is playing: Frantic – Metallica

Last ate: A pussy. I’m so kidding. Whatever I had last night.

Last round of masturbation: Last night before going to bed.

Entry Start Time: 10:27 AM

What I’d like my DiaryName to be:

Based on Esther’s “Senses”.

I hate speaking up in class. Always have, always will. I never ask questions unless it’s not something I misunderstand, but something I’m curious about. Like how I asked what kind of language Pascal is. That doesn’t bother me. I had a lot of “Uhh, why?” questions in my class this morning. Nope, didn’t raise my hand once.

I’m in Discrete Structures II, but I have no idea what the word “discrete” means, nor what “structures” I’ve learned. At least with Data Structures, I can rattle off shit. I have no idea what I learned in Discrete I! Well, okay, there was some logic shit in the beginning which was easy as hell because I’ve taken Logic 201 in the philosophy department. And there was some Turing Machines at the end. Between that and that, it’s a giant haze.

I don’t know what I’ll do this weekend. I don’t really want to be around my parents. I don’t want to be here. I like my idea of driving around randomly, a little. This is my third year here, and I don’t know anything about the surrounding area. That’s just odd for me. I always know random roads. But, of course, can’t exactly do that without a car. (But, I have a car on campus now!) It’s New Jersey, I can’t get lost. There’s 287 to the north. Parkway or something to the east. Go south enough, I’ll hit Douglass. I mean, that’s assuming I venture East of here. Thinking of going around Highland Park. *shrugs* Hey, it’s either that or I go an hour west to where my parents are to find a place to get my hair cut. Now that I think about it, if I go west, I’ll just hit Easton Ave eventually. *smirks* Like I said, it’s impossible to get lost in New Jersey. You’re always somewhere.

*yawns*

*yawns again*

Princess turned 20 today. Well, where she is. It’s not today right now. It’s yesterday here, relative to her. Tomorrow it will be today. *nodnod*

I put the Fat video on my webspace, if anybody wants it. I thought I’d give it to Jannnnnnney, but she’s giving me some shpeel about how she’s in dial-up. Wimp.

Uhhhh.

Girls are beautiful. *nods decisively*