February 8, 2003

Jezebel

Well, I cant really think of anything to write, and Ive been bored almost all day. I was sitting around, playing with my guitar today and low and behold, out came a song for/about my ex-fiance. There is a whole lot of story behind the whole story, so Ill just give you the song and let you guess.

You played your game and you played it well

I was the prey and so I fell

Everything you tried, it worked on me

It wasnt long till I was on my knee

This must be God is what the people said

Its what I thought that I heard in my head

A match from heaven, or so they say

A match from heaven for which Id pay

Michelle

From hell

My own personal Jezebel

Michelle

From hell

I was naïve but you taught me well

All of the times we thought were oh, so right

Could never, ever cover up the fights

I swore Id never hit someone I love

So I got beat when push came to shove

All of the times I was your punching bag

Thought I was cheating, thought I was a fag

Your paranoia got the best of you

Your paranoia turned me black and blue

Michelle

From hell

My own personal Jezebel

Michelle

From hell

I was naïve but you taught me well

Looking back now at all the times

I took the punishment for made-up crimes

If I could find you Id do it fast

Make up for lost time and kick your ass

Michelle

From hell

My own personal Jezebell

Michelle

From hell

I was naïve but you taught me well.

So anywhose, yeah. I think what sparked that whole thing was cause I actually found a picture of her on a website for a place I used to work (as did she). But you know what? Enough ugly, bad thoughts for now. Heres a nice little picture of Kristin Dunst that I was using to practice doing handcoloring on Photoshop.

Personally, Id much rather do that than spend time remembering the Ex. Oh well, sometimes that crap just comes up and theres nothing you can do about it. If you wanna see more cool stuff (stuff that I think is cool), check out my website.

Ok, just in case you wanna see the pic of Jezzy, here it is (she’s on the right).

Oh My God. That was good, but also so bad – bc of the words. But good. You know what I mean. Did you ever write an entry about it?

Simply Me

February 9, 2003

WOW! Take that off OD Before someone steals it! I know my music and thats worth a lot! I can almost hear the music to it! Get it off here now! hehehe… I mean it, its damn good.. Find a label and send it in! hope you have a great night… ta ta

Heheee… those are great lyrics. You can definitely tell it wasn’t the best of experiences. But I’m glad you learned from it and I hope your next girlfriend isn’t a total Jezebelle. *growls*

Pre-Ex-Girlfriend

February 11, 2003

yeah Jaimie Joel ya know what I truly believe? She NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER deserved you. You were way to good for her. I dunno how she coulda thought all those things about one of the sweetest guys in the world. Plus she was ugly….haha so yeah. If ever I saw her I’d prolly have to kill her or something…she hurt my jaimie joel after all! Song rocked tho babe! Luv

TheNameOfTheGame

March 1, 2003

Hey, wow, I never read this entry. But that song was really good.But not. If that makes sense. Michelle doesn’t look like a girl I could picture you with. But then again, I never did like her much from what I heard. Good thing that didn’t go on while I’ve known you, or I’d have to be seriously upset with her. RYN: Yeah, my friend bought it for me. its not up and done yet.

That’s why I didn’t tell you about the site yet. Cuz there wasn’t anything there 🙂 Love ya and talk to you soon hopefully

April 5, 2003

Jaimie, you were engaged to her? She doesnt look like she fits with you anyway…..