NoJoMo #8

(This entry is sponsored by PMS.  Just so you know.)

I’m having one of those days where I feel like some sort of social and emotional cripple.  I read everything and everyone the wrong way, take everything far too personally, and basically just want to retreat into my cave and hibernate until I feel better or the world is a happier place.  Days like this, I don’t know why my husband married me (though I’m glad he did, as he’s one of the few people who can put up with me when I get like this), and I don’t know how my children will survive being raised by me without ending up social and emotional cripples themselves.

The world just sucks today.  Everyone in it sucks, and I doubt the motives and potential of everyone – but most of all, I doubt myself.  I second-guess everything I think, say, and do, and I still end up saying the wrong thing at the wrong time or just feeling awkward.  

I’d like a do-over, please.  (If only it were that easy…)