Changing with the leaves

Life goes on with or without you

The wedding and honeymoon are now over with—now what

oh yeah living in the real world

Work is still stressful it’s not fun having your eyes wide open at 3am in a fixed glaze at the ceiling fan whrilling around I worry about everything and then some

it’s getting better though since I have learned to block the stressful thoughts and allow for more calming and peaceful thoughts to enter my mind.

I have decided to demot myself–rather I should say I have taken hold of what I truely love. I want to work on the floor again and spend more time with my wonderful patients. Paper pushing and people managing is not my fortay–money was good sitting behind a desk all day but life is to short. I want to live really live! I will remain behind the desk until a new nurse is hired–hoping it will be soon.

While we were gone on our honeymoon, we had a housesitter–do you remember the maid/our neighbor will guess what SHE IS STILL LIVING HERE!! Don’t worry we don’t keep any vodka in the house for her consumption in fact I have her buying me my wine. She is homeless now and going through a nasty divorce-I lay in bed at night worried about her estrganged husband creeping over in the middle of the night with murder in his eyes. Thank god the neigbor was smart enough to sell off all his guns icluding his gun cabinet. Now she has been kicked out of their home and the husband claims ownership for the time being–she states he had a better lawyer. I’m purdy darn sure by now he has found all his guns missing lets just hope he doesn’t look under the hood to his classic car and find out that she sold his $20,000 engine for only $3,000. He only lives two blocks down the street form our home–she tells me he is crazy.

She is looking for a house, condo, duplex and now apartment but she is having a hard time finding a place to live since she has bad credit and no job. Oh I forgot to mention she also has her drug addict sister’s child living with her I mean us.

she is a good kid

will need to continue this later much more to write about and believe me I need to get this off my chest.