Just saying when there is nothing to say

I find myself hitting the delete button and starting over again. Ah, a fresh white, pristine page. In fact I have deleted this sentence which is almost like the one your reading now- about three times.

I think I’m in a funk.

Could it be I’m this way because I’m now 41 years old

“An old woman”

Or maybe the fact I have forgotten to take my Synthroid 0.175mg pill 4 days in a row. I pill that sustains my life. You know nurses are worst when it comes to taking care of themselves.

I need a nurse like me taking care of me.

So, I’m reaching very far and wide here for some substance to write about. The other day I bought a wireless doggie confinement system for $400.00 the extra callor was $128.00. Works great!! Doggies are to afraid to go off the deck even though they have a good roaming range of the yard. Scared shitless rotties. My poor babies.

*sigh*

Yesterday, when I got home from work, I let my babies into the house I then ran to the bathroom like I always do (I have no time to pee at work), both rotties nudging the door open to give me my rottie love, when all of a sudden and OMG the callers start to beep and I think they got shocked and ran back outside to sit on the deck. Now, the doggies don’t want to come inside.

==Hotdogs== leered them back into the house, If you could have seen their sad puppy dog eyes.

Were still working out the quirks.

Ok what else,

I’m addicted to the big brother 6 live feeds. I sip my coffee or wine or Mike’s hard lemonaid and watch and listen I had a secret crush but he got booted out of the house. The hot blonde chick makes me so jealous. I wish I could be in my twenties again a hot young thing–but now I see wrinkles under my eyes and a double chin.

Insert pity party right here__________________

At least I can still have a good pity party.

Work…Work… It’s still a freaking mess. The administrator and Health Services Director both quit.

Remember the Titanic…

I’m the girl still trying to hang on.

I could never leave my patients, they mean the world to me.

Dealing with BB’s son Kev living with us for the summer. At first, it was Criag, the oldest son, living with us but he got booted out for stealing $360.00 out of my wallet. The kid didn’t even leave me a single dollar!!!!

Time will heal

Just not this time right now.

So,Kev is living with us now and he just informed me that he was trying to down load songs off my Raspordy account.

He didn’t ask permission.

He wants my password

Ya right, Like I’m going to give it to him

He wants to make a Team America CD–Have you heard these songs!!!

I know his mother would not approve.

Ok, so I will make him a cd from limewire –it’s free. I just need to do it.

Wedding stuff: I have decided to rent a house on the Hoods Canal for a week and get married on Saturday in August year 2006. It will be a Native America ceremony on the beach. I think my feet will be bare and I will wear a thin white ankle length dress. Indian drums and dancing performed by my very own nieces and I have chosen my oldest Niece to be my maid of honor along with my other younger nieces as brides maids. I’m currently making my very own “wedding dance mix” I’m putting togethr a 100 song mix of my favorite songs from KC and the Sunshine band to AC/DC I’m thinking about having the brides maids dress up for each decade–70’s 80’s 90’s 2000’s during the dance. My family likes to dance! The first song will be our family song WE ARE FAMILY.

Would like to have my oldest brother in law walk me down the beach.

Wishing my dad was still alive.

just some plans written in pencil

Oh dear, Kev is hanging over my shoulder right now convincing me to buy him a dvd of “Team America”.

He says he will pay me back

I’s such a sucker.

Ok, so I got him a used copy of the dvd on Amazon just now.

Did a mention I was a sucker.

What else…

Oh yeah, I have discoverd CRAIG’S LIST in Seattle/Tacoma. I’m crazied about reading the rant and rave section.

I will leave you with a bite of Seatte.

Reply to: anon-87151467@craigslist.org

Date: 2005-07-26, 6:44PM PDT

Not a big fan of seeing big babes in small tank tops, Just look in the mirror for a second before going out the door, I’m a mutt too, but I at least make sure I’m covered in the right spots…. Now for those Hot girls who seem to know just how to dress ! Wow ! I sometimes want to ask how you find pants that fit that perfect, or those tops that show enough ,but not so much that its too much, and thanks to all cuties who wear low rise jeans with thongs Yeah ! gives me a high raise everytime.

this is in or around Northgate mall

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