LOSING YOURSELF

Oh God!! I can’t wait until the weekend. It has been such a busy work week with so much paperwork and not enough time. The Health Service Director is depending on me for way to much stuff. It seems that I’m doing all the work. Isn’t it funny how the more money you make the less you do. My opinion of course. I have been working extra hard this month because I know that she is a month late with my evaluation and raise. It really sucked that she made me evaluate myself–don’t you just hate that!! I know my work is outstanding but should I dare be truthful. What if she thought I was just an average worker. So I comprised and checked all the “very good” boxes, albeit, deep inside of me I know that I’am an outstanding employee.

I’m so looking forward to the weekend. We are going to run to the hills of Snowqualmie and leave this world as we know it behind us. I want to start a rip roaring fire in the wood stove using our finest and driest Madrona, watch the second season of Little House on the Pariare and lose myself into the way things used to be, I want to snowshoe at the crack of dawn, paying close attention to the animal tracks– I want to laugh myself silly rolling down enchantment hill praying to God that I don’t break any bones or kill myself with my snowboarding adventures. Just maybe I will think about doing some extreme snowboarding. I was even thinking about snowboarding in the nude and have bb take a picture of me just to have the memory when I’m 98 years old