I hate Christmas…

Well. Only this year. And only cause we’re so broke I’m trying to figure out how to get the kids anything for Christmas.

It would have helped out SOOOO much if I’d have gotten hired at the prison NOW instead of later. 🙁

My dad usually sends us a pretty nice Christmas gift of money. lol But this year he bought me a computer instead of my birthday money and our christmas money, bc I was going to use the new computer to apply for a call center job from home…well I have that, got hired, finished training but the hours are sporatic right now and I haven’t made much.

*sigh* I’ll figure something out, we always do. I’m writing this more because I’m tired and bitchy because I’m tired.

Dave left for in service in Tullahoma this week, and damn the bastard, I can’t sleep without him here. You’d think I can, considering he thinks it’s funny to steal most of the king sized blanket that we have on our full sized bed (yeah tell me how that works with my big fat butt, in a full sized bed lol).

And he has gas. Bad man gas.

I can sleep good as long as he’s in the HOUSE. He doesn’t even have to be in the room, just in the HOUSE.

But he’s not. He’s like, 4 and some change hours away.

And I couldn’t sleep.

My new computer is in my bedroom next to my bed. So I turned the damn monitor to face me and got on Pogo to play yahtzee.

For some reason if I play long enough, Pogo makes me sleepy.

And yes, I did pass out playing Yahtzee. lol

And damn it all, would you believe the friggin DOORKNOB fell off the front door today??

OMGWTH??? WTF happened to it??? It was fine last night!

The inside half fell off.

I don’t even know how to replace the damn thing. I can’t shut the door all the way now. Not because I can’t open it but because for some reason with the half of a doorknob falling off IT WON’T SHUT.

WTF? It HAAAAD to happen while he’s not here. I’m sure I can figure it out (eventually) and replace it but.

I don’t know how to operate the power drill screwdriver thing.

Omg.

I never realized how much of a pansy woman I am until he’s gone and I have to fix something.

omfgwtf.

This suuuuuuuuuuuccccckkkkkkksssssssss!!!!!! lol