Last night…and other things

*deep breath in*
*deep breath out*

Well…last night…*sigh*  Last night sucked beyond sucking. I don’t think I’ve ever felt so many raw emotions at one time.  But I’m hoping that even in the face of the bad things…I came out of it with even a stronger friendship with my dear sister Raya. *hugs Raya tightly*  I think she knows just about all there is to know about little ol’ me. Poor girl, I mean really. *hugs* She’s got enough to deal with, don’t need my mentalness too. *laughs*

My brother dear is up to something. Other than his semi-annual disappearance from all things internet. (Which is something he does do quite often…so no worries for those who might have been thinking about having some.) He’s sending me something…I can think of a possible…I’d wish it not so though. A couple years ago I gave him a snow globe that I made, with the Grim Reaper in it. It’s been broken…the seal came lose or something, I’ve never been quite sure what happened. I’m afraid that that is what is going to be coming here…He said it was something that still meant a lot to him.

Today has been…blah…a day. Could of been better…could of been worse…Not what I had intended it to be…but…*shrugs*  I don’t know.

Put some colour and a picture on the Tea Witch’s diary last night…Do hope he doesn’t mind the invasion. But I needed something to do…something to take my mind of everything else.

Got an entry written for laters…for roleplay.  Not sure of the time frame of yet…Although the setting up for what is to come will be happening this week-end. The future plot came about from research on an aspect of this Hogsmeade week-end.

Blah…*looks around* Where did that brain go. *shrugs* Like I ever use it anyway.

*is collecting hugs*  Everyone needs hugs, hugs are good.

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*sighs* *hugs* Last night was…horrible, to put it lightly? I could just feel me about ready to burst at the seems, that tension you can just feel squeezing your heart. You made it through though, and don’t worry about putting anything off on me. I’m your sister, that’s what I’m here for. *hugs tightly* *sings softly* There’s always tomorrow… *hugs* ~

I’d yell at you about Tommy’s teddy bear but right now doesn’t seem to be the time. I don’t know what happened to you last night but I hope things turn out all right for you. You seem to be a strong person. Hmm… Don’t know what else to say. *hug**hug**hug**hug**hug**hug*

September 18, 2005

*HUGGLES* huggles are like super hugs, like 10 hugs in 1 *huggles* i m a genius take care, hope you find your brain and yeah cheer up *huggles* Nic xxx

September 18, 2005

sunshine one tis cool lol good luck with your frazzled brain hope you find something sweet Nic xxx