So you say…

You say you’re done. That’s funny, cuz I said the same thing a few hours ago. But I think we are talking about 2 very different things.

Five years…do you realize that? Five years this has been going on between us and I am the only one losing anything. How is that fair?? From where I’m standing that just doesn’t seem right. So…I’m done.

I’ll always be your friend, I’ll always be here for you. You can always tell me anything and I’ll always lend an ear. But I will no longer be your toy that can be pulled out when you feel lonely or just when you feel like giving me some attention. I’m done.

I will no longer be at your beck and call.
I will NOT change for you.
I refuse to let your life dictate mine.
I will never again put your happiness above mine.

Why? Because you don’t appreciate it and you don’t deserve it.

I am about to prove to myself that I can be strong and I can move on.