Just a little release

Seen too much to count myself afraid.

Thought I could rise up from anything.

Not sure what I think.

Not sure what I feel,

But I am afraid.

Afraid of what might be,

Afraid of what might not.

Haven’t seen them,

Time passes on,

What could have been different?

Some say do not linger over the past,

But what is left for me but the past?

Cannot move on,

Not supposed to look back.

Can’t live like this.

No one left who knows me,

But myself.

Can I save me,

Do I want to,

Am I worth it?