Prayer.
I prayed tonight.
I admit, it’s something I rarely ever do. Only in moments of desperation.
I remember going to a church service when I was younger. A very wise woman there, a mother of a dear friend, stated that sometimes the best prayer in the world is nothing more than:
“Dear God: HELP!”
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That’s what I did tonight. I made no promises that I couldn’t keep. I accepted my weaknesses as a human being. I accepted the fact that I am imperfect… So utterly imperfect in comparison to th deities that it’s stifling sometimes. I accepted these out loud, and prayed to the four corners and the deities.
I asked for nothing more than help.
And that’s all I need right now. I need to accept who I am, what I think, and what I need.
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And nothing more.
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-M