I feel like an idiot

For many reasons…

is it over hun?  Please tell me, dont drag it out like you did with katy, just tell me if you want me to go away.  if there is someone else just let me know.

The sistuation was just too similar to how we started out. did you really plan to go lay down for a while, or were you just getting rid of me so you could go have fun with someone less demanding and tiresome?  She was nice, didnt call me nuts to my face, even invited me to her friends list.  made it obvious that she didnt have any interest in you beond a friend… so yeah, I feel like an idiot, but it hurt so damn bad when I checked her and saw the opal you got earlier.

FInally, do you not listen when I am upset? I told you it bothered me that you didnt say stuff to me when you logged in… it makes me feel like I am not important to you.  Yes I felt like crap but I also had to be up with soren for a little while and it would have been nice to know you were there or had been.

you had been so kind and gentil all day, made me feel really cared for, so I ran out to the cave to hang out till you got back online since I really didnt feel well, and got there and realized you were in a party with someone else… then that you gave her something… its really brought the green eyed monster out in me.  and it hurt so damn bad.  I just dont know what to say…

Megs