Want!

I want to cry.  I am not sure why, just all of the sudden I want to cry.  Just sit down and bawl.  I nkow that it will go away in a few minutes.  I know its just postpartum.  I even know that I am on antidepressents simply so that that portion of being a woman does not take over my life.  But that does not make it any easier sometimes. 

Soren has such perfect little eyelashes.  I don’t remember Kayne (my old roommates baby) haveing  such wonderful eyelashes.  They curve just perfectly and when he is asleep they are dark against his skin.  I wish I was an artist so that I could draw a picture of him as he is now, all peacful and asleep.  He wanted to snuggle so I have him in the sling while I am on the computer.  It works quite well.  He went right back to sleep when I put him in there.  This is good because all he has wanted to do for the last two days is eat.