Implosion

So I have no job.

Chad keeps wanting to put off filing for divorce.

I met with a lawyer so I could educate myself on the legalities and steps etc.

I miss my bf. This long distance stuff sucks.

I learned I will be in financial hell when I am divorced. But I know I will be able to turn things around it will just take time.

I am just frustrated at where I am in my life, how I let someone take control of money and the fact that people I consider very close to me can’t be bothered to give a shit when I am always there for them.

So from now on, all I will care about is me. Screw everyone else. I need to be happy first. And I will be happy again.