Just for the Record…
It has been a good day in terms of getting things done. I got a lot of fiddly little things done AND I bought groceries. This means I have been eating all sorts of odd things this evening culminating in an apple and sharp cheddar cheese.
Unfortunately it has been a bad evening in terms of crying at every little thing. I mean "Torchwood?’ Who cries while rewatching episodes of "Torchwood?" And I didn’t even get to the episode where Tosh dies… I cried while I arranged the flowers I now have to buy for myself. And of course, the apple and cheese had me sobbing because I picked up the same kind of crisp apples that Fred always got for me because he knew I liked them.
Tomorrow is a new day. AND, I have a massage scheduled…
Anything that’s human is mentionable, and anything that is mentionable can be more manageable. When we can talk about our feelings, they become less overwhelming, less upsetting, and less scary. The people we trust with that important talk can help us know that we are not alone. ~Fred Rogers (Mr. Rogers)
“As I look back on my life, I realize that every time I thought I was being rejected from something good, I was actually being re-directed to something better.” -Steve Maraboli
My heart aches for you. I hate that you seem to be going through the grieving process in solitude. I wish I were there to offer a cup of tea and a shoulder of support. *HUGS*
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