2/26/04

Just a quick update.

I totally lost it yesterday at work. It got to the point I just couldn’t take anymore and I just lost it. Hubby and I talked for awhile and decided we’ll be okay financially if I quit my job. I couldn’t talk to anyone so hubby helped me, he went to my old boss and talked with her for me, she understood. She seemed to know there might be a problem, that mine and my new boss’s personalities might clash. She’s willing to help me and hubby talk to my new boss.

So that’s it, I’m quitting my job. I don’t know what to do now, we have a safety net so I’d like to take a break from the job world and regroup. I have a friend that runs a doggy daycare so I’m going to e-mail her today to see if she needs help. I don’t know how easy it will be for me to go to school now, maybe I’ll apply for financial aid. But right now I need a short break.

My new boss doesn’t even know yet, which scares me, I don’t have the strength or energy to go to work today. Hubby is going to tell him I’m quitting. I feel kind of stupid for not being able to do it myself, but I just can’t. I’m not sure how everything is going to go but once everything is okay and they’re looking for or have found me a replacement I can probably go back. I’ll want to help train the replacement, I don’t want to create too much of a problem. I might go in on Saturday and tie up some loose ends when no one is there.

Everything is going to be okay now.