zoooom

i’ve got this thing now, called a boyfriend. and i don’t have to hide any of myself from him. and he doesn’t hide himself from me. and we were on the beach in oregon a few days ago and i picked up a pebble and it was smooth and black and tiny but not too tiny and i put it in my mouth and then he kissed me and we kissed and i gave him the pebble and he gave it back and i kept it in my mouth after that for several days but now i’ve lost it but the point is that rolling it around on my tongue felt like kissing him and made my knees weak.

i’m happier than i’ve ever been in my entire life, and that’s something that came before the boyfriend. which makes me think that the relationship is going to work a lot. he’s happy, too. we’re happy people without each other, and we’re also both quite and rather awestruck by each other’s existence.

life is good.

i believe in the beauty of the world and the power of myself.