overflowing with projects

 

argh. i don’t even feel like being a pirate. WHAT THE HUH?! LOL.

I have overfilled my plate with projects and I just want to start unloading things. I am finally getting the trade store opened on my website aka http://www.humanityscar.com. It’s gonna be so cool and fun for my players… at least I hope it is!!! I’ve wanted a trade store for so long! I’m filling it up with fun things but I have to hold back so I can reveal new stuff every other week or so and keep it fresh and fun.

So… yeah. I’m also re writing all of my lore to update it and get it ready for the SCAR stories that people will hopefully want to submit. I have to have a pretty comprehensive look at everything in the world so that people can write accurately. In the SCAR stories and as characters on my site.

I am also working on the zombie battle arena, a new registration process so that it’s easier to get started with writing and revamping and updating the sites newspaper. IT’S A LOT TO DO. damn it.

AND THEN!!!

I’m still editing book 2 (which, sadly, nobody cares about. I put up the sneak peek but it’s been pretty uneventful. I figured nobody actually WOULD care about it, but the fact that the only reads on the thing are MY own hits, is upsetting. blech. I guess I was hoping a few people would be interested. whatever. I’ll just take it down in a week and that will be that.)

In reality, I feel like 90% of all these things I’m doing are just for me. It’s a pretty doom and gloom outlook, but I get super sad when I realize that maybe all of my ideas and hopes and dreams are just… stupid and nobody really likes what I like.

I NEED TO SHUT UP NOW.

I’m going to do everything and hopefully it’ll be fun and cool and such and so and maybe more people will like it.

OK… I’m gonna go… and… do more of this stuff I’ve piled on my plate.

Don’t even let me talk about the house work I’m neglecting (oh laundry, you bitch)… i am cooking dinner tonight! Chipotle salsa chicken. chicken, salsa, bake.

Yes, I realize that i do a lot of "dump this in a pan with the protein, put it in the oven, dance" type recipes, but they are delicious! so there!

WHAT AM I STILL DOING WRITING!!! AHHHH!!!

 

 

 

 

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September 19, 2013

Where’s the sneak peak??? I’ve been waitin and waiting!

So yeah. Totally understand the whole ‘probably just doing this for myself’ bit. I’ve come to the conclusion that most friends and family really don’t care about the projects we do, and probs won’t until [if] it generates a lot of buzz. I wish I could get into zombies for you, to properly support your project : I do <3 you though and admire all that you’re doing for yourself.

September 19, 2013

I know what you mean that the things you like and no one caring would be a bitch.

I signed back into your site for the first time in like… two years… because your updates sound cool. I didn’t really have time to look around. I just wanted to make sure my sign in stuff still works… and it does!