people suck giant asses
1. Nugget has been screaming for about an hour and a half because he doesn’t want to sleep in his bed. He’s totally regressed because he got sick and was sleepign in our bed for about a week and hasn’t gone back to his somewhat compliant sleep routine. This sucks.
2. My husband found his dads facebook page and he has one pic of Elias and about 12 of Cassandra (my sister in laws baby)… and it hurts my feelings. It’s not like there is a shortage of pictures of Elias, but he doesn’t even mention him (the one pic is a group shot and the album with all the Cassandra pictures is labeled my granddaughter… as if he doesn’t have any other grandchildren). It pretty much makes me feel crappy and my husband is blowing it off like whatever. but it’s NOT WHATEVER. I can’t even put into words how ashamed and sad and hated I feel because of that. I FUCKING HATE FACEBOOK. It’s like we don’t exist.
3. I’m on my period. It was about 2 weeks between periods. That fucking sucks. It’s supposed to be at least 3.
4. God that facebook shit pissed me off. How can we just not exist? My husband just says "my dad doesn’t like me"… but why take it out on a baby? It’s his first grandchild and it’s clear that he could care less. I grew up without having a grandfather and now my baby will miss out on at least one of his. My dads health could make it so that he loses that one too. GOD, i just want to run away from EVERYTHING.
i could just scream.
I don’t like people. Elias didn’t do anything.
ugh.
why am i writing.
i hope this doesn’t save (watch it’ll save perfectly.
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Dude, not worth it. Just not worth it. Facebook is not an accurate account of anything. Maybe he feels like he’s been a crappy dad and doesn’t deserve to be a grandpa? Maybe he’s a mean old fart! Next time you see him, maybe just tell him directly that you hope your boy has the chance to get to know him and have the kind of relationship you missed out on with a grandpa. If that doesn’t…
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…melt his heart and make him see Nugget for the bestest little nugget in the world, nothing will.
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Hugs your feelings are validated my love.
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I know how you feel. My parents have albums and albums and posts and stories all of my sister’s children. They have a very small handful of pics of my kids. They never mention them…. And my grandparents told me that they buy her kids upwards of 500 dollars a month in food/clothes/toys. They buy my kids clearances shit for their birthdays. And leave the clearance stickers on.
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*my parents spend that, not my grandparents. And last time I saw my parents they made fun of Conner’s speech issue (no l’s, slight lisp) and said that he sounds like he’s not very smart. While my sister’s Childers communicate with sounds and grunts. It hurt so badly because they made fun of him to his face.
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ummmm why would any one act like that gorgeous baby is not part of their family, i would gladly pass him off as my own! i’d make tee shirts with his face on them, and coffee mugs and socks! oh god little socks with his face on the toes!! (how can i make those!!!!)
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Is it possible his daughter created the album and uploaded the photos? And it isn’t him that did it at all? I’m sorry people suck though. *hugs*
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Facebook sucks for family drama. My sister and my dad favor my baby sister’s kids over mine (they themselves are awesome and include us whenever they can). I figure FUCK ‘EM. I’ve got more than enough people (mom and MIL’s peeps) willing to spend time with them and make them feel awesome. Don’t let it get to you. *hugs*
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Im sorry, but I understand that. and its so lame. I just found out that my ex mother in law is STILL trash talking me in front of my kids!!! saying this like Im selfish and a bad mother b/c I play soccer!!! of course, my kids hear it & tell me… like REALLY??! Sorry I went off on a rant of my own, but GAH!! Really? why do people have to suck giant asses?
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