chicken, waffles, and sadness

 

A few things:

*I am going to the Memorial Service for my old bosses son. It’s going to be difficult because I am very empathetic and I can feel myself in her shoes and I would just be inconsolable. I just pray that having me there is even a little bit of a comfort for her. I don’t have any delusions that I’m some great big part of her life or anything, but I do care about her and I really want to be supportive of her right now.

 

*My stomach has been a mess since yesterday afternoon. I could barely sleep. It’s two parts anxiety, three parts remnants of the horrid stomach bug that swept through my house, and 1 part mystery. It prevented me from editing and that makes me mad, I have so much to edit on my boooook!!!

 

*I might be going to Legoland next Saturday. My brother was just taking his nieces and nephews, but one of them pulled out (because she is 15 and faaar too oooold to go to Legoland… whatever!!!!) so my brother had a ticket to spare. I’ve never gone. Might be interesting…

 

*I’ve noticed that every other entry on "recent" is either about leaving OD or staying with OD or something. There is even some stupid rumor going around that OD is being deleted or closing (founded on nothing in truth as far as I can tell)… and it’s sad. I hate it. I know why some people are mad, I’m not even telling them that they are wrong to be upset. Especially when you pay. Sites like this do need a little TLC, hell I just have a forum and when I had to step back because I had Nugget, things sorta got crumbly (trying to get back in the drivers seat though, and I can see the difference already)… and I only have like 15 members there! lol. I realize that the "owner" has a life and has to make his own money and so on and so forth, but it does stand to reason said "owner" should delegate to the willing parties (which I am sure there are at least a few) or consider other options besides silence, mystery, and detachment. I don’t know. I am not the all knowing Wizard of Oz, but it’s sad. I hate seeing it so much. I’ll just keep doing what I’m doing and loving what i’m loving and dancing what i’m dancing and such and so. It is sad though. I realize I’ve been here 12 years. That’s a long time yo. I went through most of my young crazy years here. Can’t really put a quantifier on that. *sigh* Oh OD. I hope something changes for the good….

 

*We are going to Roscoe’s Chicken and Waffles after the service today. I’ve never been (yes, born and raised in So Cal and I’ve never gone!), so that’s what I’m looking forward to. I’m on a "diet" lol… but it’s mainly starting out with only having soda once a week and cutting portion sizes. I need to exercise, but that won’t happen til later. baby steps yo! And uhhh, today that diet will look stupid as I chomp down on chicken and waffles… unless my stomach keeps hurting. then I’ll eat like a quarter of it, feel sad that I can’t eat more, box it up and eat it later!

 

I know, that last "thing" was dumb, but CHICKEN AND WAFFLES YOU.

chicken.

and.

waffles!!!!!!

 

loveyoupeople (til the bitter end!) *muah!*

 

 

 

 

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August 6, 2013

i have never in my life had chicken and waffles. the two together just sounds so weird!

August 6, 2013

I leave OD from time to time. I have gone YEARS without writing. But I always come back.

August 6, 2013

I second that nomination!!! 🙂 mmmm waffles!

Chicken and waffles is a big thing down there eh? I would love to try it! Sounds really yummy. Are the waffles the same or different from breakfast style waffles? Yeah.. I think the site closing is a bunch of hogwash. The DM is still making money off the site, it’s a nice little bit of pocket change for him that I doubt he wants to lose (I’ve calculated his operating costs and he brings in much more than he loses, contrary to what he’s saying. I’ve looked at his server site and it’s cheap.). I think he’s just not interested in maintaining it. He maintains it to the point where he’ll keep the people that love the site from leaving, that’s it. He’s very lucky he has a bunch of people from the past that still love the site because any newbies that have any sort of tech background would know he gives the site maybe .001% of his time per year. Hope the funeral isn’t too hard. I went to one for a lady who I worked with, that lost her daughter back in 2006 and it was horrible. I held it together in front of her, but had to leave so I could go and sob outside.

I can’t believe that everyone is leaving. I’m so glad that you’re not. <3

August 6, 2013

Can’t imagine chicken and waffles TOGETHER! Lol. Legoland is amazing!!! I went to the Danish one. Fantastic!

Taking Froggy to Legoland next Wednesday! I agree with everything you said. In this entire entry. LOL…. I am baking….I’ll text or email or call or something later! LOVE YOU!

August 8, 2013

I no go noplace! And I 3rd that nomination! I have only had the chicken and waffles potato chips. They were either by Lays or Ruffles.. I think Ruffles. They were just alright. I think I would love the real thing! 🙂 Love,

August 8, 2013

I love you too. I’m kind of tired of people talking about leaving Open Diary. I don’t like the talk they have against it. Either do something about it or shit or get off the pot. Hugs.

August 8, 2013

how sad about her son & it is really nice for you to go, she will know you care about her and that is all that matters. did you read hoops’ entry? it made a lot of sense to me, so far the DM is making money and doing nothing so i am sure it will stay around until that is not the case even if it has terrible support.

August 8, 2013