My Jon is in the hospital
My baby, Jonathon, is at the psych ER on an involuntary hold. My heart is broken. He is 11. He put a belt around his neck. I had to use all of my strength to keep him from squeezing it tight. I had to call 911. He is in a room with a bunch of 17 and 18 yr olds. On a plastic couch to sleep. I can only call him between 8 and 9. My visits are limited to 5 minutes. He is ELEVEN. I am dying. I had to do it, but it doesn’t change the heart break. God I feel so guilty. My baby. :(.
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Don’t feel guilty. You did what you had to do as a mother. You are getting him the help he needs. He will be better for it.
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That must be SO hard, I’m really sorry :o(
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A lot of hugs for you Monique my honey. You and Jon are in my thoughts.
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Oh no! I am here, just call or text. Please. If you need me, I’m here.
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I am so sorry*hugs*
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Hugs. This must be so difficult but you haven’t done anything wrong. Hugs hugs hugs
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You did the right thing hun
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I’m soo sorry hun *hugs* Please don’t feel guilty. You did the right thing for you son no matter how hard it is for you. You’re getting him help and you are not ignoring the problem or denying that there is one. <3
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((hugs)) You did what you had to do. But I understand the heartbreak. I’m sorry this happened. ((hugs))
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<3
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No. I read this and just thought “NO!” I am so sorry. I will pray for your strength and that the medical staff can help him.
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I’m so sorry. *hug*
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Sorry to hear this, Monique 🙁
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🙁 he is in the best place for him.
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I am so sorry you are going through this. (((hugs)))
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I’m so very sorry, M!!
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You definitely did the right thing. *hugs*
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*hugs* this is not your fault. I am so sorry. Will send lots of good thoughts your way. *more hugs*
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You did what you had to do to keep your son safe. There’s no guilt to be had. Stay strong.
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*HUGS* <3 Annie-Rae
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Oh man. Im so sorry. Poor kid. Poor you! Hope you guys get this figured out. xoxo
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I’m so sorry. My mom had to do the same with my youngest brother… but getting him help now before he does something awful…
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Honey, thank goodness you had the strength he needed you to have. Now let someone be strong for YOU, because you must feel seriously broken right now.
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better that you get him the help he needs NOW. my co worker went through this w/ her daughter when she was 10 or 11 and never really followed through. her daughter hung herself in her closet 3 weeks ago. she was 14. i can’t pretend to know how hard this is for you, but you’re doing the right thing.
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I’m so sorry to hear this. Praying for you and him that he gets the help he needs and gets better. Love you.
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I am so sorry to hear this and can’t think of anything more to say except your family is in my thoughts and DO NOT blame yourself. Mental illness is no one’s fault.
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Consider that it could be the meds. When I was younger I was put on several different anti depressants and each one made me suicidal. I’m SO sorry this is happening. 🙁
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Don’t feel guilty, m… I’m so so sorry my heart hurts so much for you, but you did the right thing, hopefully you’ll get the help he needs. Love! <3
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BIG ass hugs and prayers, g.
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Thinking of you hug hug Chris
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Huge, huge hugs. YOU ARE A GREAT MOTHER. This is not your fault. My heart is with you.
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Im so sorry, I saw your most recent post on the front page, so I back tracked. You did the right thing. I have been here (am still here to an extent). I know the pain and guilt and as many times as I tell myself, it wasnt me, I didnt cause it… its hard to believe. but really it wasnt caused by you.
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*tight hugs* I’ve been away and haven’t been reading so I had to backtrack. You did what you had to to save him. My heartbreaks for you. *prayers for you and him*
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oh my God, I’m so sorry!
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