oh dear!

 

Dear Nugget,

OK, I get it. you want to walk. You’re crawling around, climbing up on everything, you can walk using your push walking toy and you have stood on your own at least a dozen times now (the first time i saw it is on video!)… but you’ve hurt your eye this morning and it makes me so sad. First that I couldn’t prevent it, and second that it was your EYE. Thankfully your eye seems fine, just a cut on the eyelid. I don’t like for my baby to bleed though! I hope it doesn’t leave a scar. you are back to playing and flopping about without a care (he has a head of stone, this child), but I wish you didn’t have that crazy red wound on your eye!!!! Be careful!!!

 

Love, 

your mommy

 

Dear Left Wrist,

Get your shit together. What the hell is wrong with you! I’m not left handed and yet you hurt like a bitch, like i over use you. I can barely type without cringing in pain. I’ll have to take some pain ibuprofin in a minute and hope that takes away the sting. I can get nothing done with you hurting this way. The right wrist, on the other hand, feels fine. I use that one the most, so why is it ok? I’m not gonna complain too much. I’d be crippled without my right hand. blargh. stupid body trying to be old. CUT IT OUT.

 

Dear impending birthday,

fuck you.

 

Dear life

I wish my body and energy levels could catch up to how my soul and mind feels. ugh.

 

Dear Oldest Son,

You had a melt down a few days ago and it made me so sad. I don’t know how to make you feel loved. I do my best, but you still just don’t accept it. I don’t know. I wish you weren’t so mad at me. *sigh* I also wish school were easier. ha ha! Fat chance!

 

Dear middle son,

I can see you crying out for more attention. I’ll do my best. when you cuddle up next to me and you smell like you haven’t bathed in three years and I cringe, it’s only because you stink (damn adolescence descending!), not because I don’t love you. Please put on deoderant and we can cuddle more okay?

 

Dear husband,

i fear you are becoming more distant. We must reconnect. I miss you. We had such a nice talk the other night and it was like old times. I miss that. Remember when we did everything in the same room? Our bedroom was big enough for both of our computers and we didn’t have to be apart. Now, you go into the office and close the door and it’s like you’re at work all day, even after you get home. I wish we had a different set up. I miss my husband.

 

Dear left wrist,

hello again. stop hurting. NOW. i hate you! bitch.

 

Dear Facebook,

If one more family members cautions me on giving the baby too much attention and not enough to my older sons based on how many baby pictures I post, I’m gonna lose it. We both know that you are mainly being used as a baby picture storage facility and any resemblence to my life is really non existent. I rarely, if ever, put up anything other than baby pictures and stuff about my writing. If it is not about that, Facebook really is just a place for me to stay connected to people i love easily and to piss me off with the ridiculous posts people put up. I swear, the fact that people like to communicate their beliefs with meme’s is hilarious to me. I’m sorry if you do it, but I usually just laugh and move on. So insane. I only post ones that make me laugh, I never try to make a hard statement with a damn meme. its just funny. yeah, i’m probably laughing at you. oops. don’t hate me! Ok, hate me if you want. ugh. whatever. those meme’s are just so annoying. I wish I could block JUST those. HA HA. stupid face hell. ugh. whatever. i forgot what I was even thinking about.

uh.

 

LOVE FOR EVERYONE!

I gotta go do math.

ugh.

DEAR MATH,

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

 

 

 

 

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