baby talk and such and such

 

I feel a little better today. Still a bit sad though. I don’t just love people lightly. so you know, if I love you, you get the real deal with special sauce.

So, to cheer myself, here are some more things about the first weeks with baby (since i’m not forgetting everything i have to get on this!)

Week 2: More of the same of week 1. I think we went out to eat once, which is something I swore we’d never do and now we have gone out at least a dozen times. Elias does fairly well, but more often than not I am holding him as i eat. lol.

He was such a good newborn, quiet and sweet and smelling like new baby. I love the new baby smell!!!! He ate like a champ and at his 2 week appt he had already regained his weight and then some (he was almost 7 pounds! Starting out at 6 and 3 ounces, that was great news!) and was fitting into "newborn" clothes really nicely.

He had this little high pitched chirp cry he’d do when he was hungry. he still does it, but it has a different tone.

Week 3, he started staying awake a little more and he even started cooing. I think I really didn’t leave him for more than a minute to shower or use the bathroom. Attached at the hip we were.

 

Week 4 – 5: We got him one of those play mats that he could care less about lol. I want to get him more toys! ahhhh! I wish I had been logging things as they happened because now i can barely remember more than feeding himand loving him.

Oh, he had his first bath and really loved it. he likes the warm water a lot.

so we are now in week 6 and he is SMILING like crazy. He loves his big brother Jonathon the most. He grins at him immediately. Jacob is a bit more "stressful"… he likes to rub the babies head and he’s a little rough so Elias isn’t quite as enamored with his middle big brother. But it’ll change when they can play more. I can see Jacob really wants the baby to LOVE HIM, so hopefully that’ll happen and he won’t get some big complex.

 

Jacob is going through his "know it all" phase and he’s a bit much to get along with.

He stays awake a lot more now, for hours and hours. He likes to play and see everything that is going on. But just recently he’s started something new and very cute.

I like to feed him laying down when I can. It’s just more relaxing for both of us. Usually he’ll just go to sleep after, but recently he’ll stay awake after the feeding, snuggled up next to my chest and just moving around. He gets mad if I try to make him move. he just wants to be snuggled next to my skin. It’s awesome.

Another thing he’s done from birth is use my breast as a pillow. yep, he’ll eat, go to sleep and lay his head on my boobie. It’s so cute. lol. I have a feeling he’ll be a breast man.

Anyway, this obviously means we are bed sharing. I tried the co sleeper and well, it didn’t work well. He hated it.

So we are bed sharing and I put him in the co sleeper sporadically. Oh well. So far, things are fine. I just hope we can transition to his crib in a few months without too many issues. i love sleeping with my babies, so there!

Anyway, I’ll try to write more consistently on this, even if you don’t care, because I CARE.

In non baby related news, Jonathon got a hamster on a whim yesterday. It’s super cute and a baby so I hope he can train it to like humans!!!

I’m hungry.

I wish I had a taco.

Oh wait, I’m making them for dinner.

ohhhh yeah….

thank you all for your support on my stupid drama.

I don’t like drama and I don’t like losing friends more. I’m not sure what’s going to happen to that friendship. I just wish that we had talked when it first happened (It was like a month ago I think, I don’t even remember what I "liked" that made her upset! lol) so that the misunderstanding could have been worked through.

I just have to say this, you would all probably be shocked at how many things we DON’T agree on. But do I make it a big issue? No, because I know that we have a bond, and that bond isn’t contingent on us liking everything the same way and being identical in our beliefs. I like having friends and people in my life who don’t agree with me. Maybe that just makes me crazy.

blargh.

anyway, I gotta go cook some ground beef so I don’t have to cook it later and possibly go load up my pre ordered SIMS SUPERNATURAL onto my desktop and play it. It won’t play on my dumb "new" laptop. Despite being over qualified to play the damn game, it crashes about 10 minutes in every time. Stupid laptop. I miss my old laptop. It ran the game amazingly. Blah. I’ll just have to sit at my desk. It’s harder to cuddle the baby in my desk chair though.

I don’t put him down, remember. lol.

Ok so I do, but i don’t like it.

ha. I’m a mess.

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