well that fucking hurts

 

 

Don’t you just love it when you lose your friends because of facebook?

I sure do.

well not.

I guess it’s just another reason why I isolate myself from people. I can’t handle this.

I let people in and I care for them this much from over the computer, can’t handle the increased hell when I actually lose them in "real" life.

whatever.

I can’t even be talked to or approached, apparently I’m that awful. I’m just at a loss.

I didn’t even do anything wrong. I can’t even understand this. i’m just gonna sit here and let the tears finish up and move along.

my life is just ridiculous sometimes.

 

fuck me.

fuck everyone.

I’m gonna go hug my baby, at least he doesn’t hate me… yet.

 

 

 

 

 

 

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September 3, 2012

What?

September 3, 2012

Awwwww, I lubs you… to heck with anyone who unfriends you!!!

September 3, 2012

what happened?

You are not awful. I do not hate you. I hate myself, I hate myself, and now, because of that, I’ve gone and hurt you and I’m so god damn sorry. I do everything wrong. And I was afraid to talk to you, I’d apparently just rather be a big judgy asshole than do things the proper and right way. You know whats really funny? I think I’m a great friend. The truth is is that I’mnot and I don’t deserve the good people in my life that I do have. I’m sorry and there aren’t enough of those to ever make this right.

September 3, 2012

What happened? *sending you lots of hugs and squeezes*

September 3, 2012

I lost a friend that I’ve had since 9th grade due to stupid Facebook drama. I think Facebook just allows people to show their true colors sometimes because people feel so safe there – protected from actual confrontation. I’m basically fine with what went down and am, so far, not succombing to any & all attempts to make amends.

September 3, 2012

Thinking of you sweetie. -hugs-

September 3, 2012

Some people just choose reasons to be fucked up. Hugs.

September 3, 2012

<3 People who end a friendship over something as stupid as facebook aren’t worthy friends anyway. *hugs* I’m sorry, though.

B+
September 3, 2012

You’d have to delete me to get rid of me …

September 3, 2012

That does hurt. 🙁

huggles. you rock. Even if you don’t like mayonnaise 🙂 Chrise

September 3, 2012

Oh lord, I lose “friends” all the time on FB because of differing opinions. It is so juvenile, I mean they could just unsubscribe.

September 4, 2012

i’m so, so sorry you feel like this

September 4, 2012

fuck. them. Not literally, you know that, but seriously, if they’re that easy to lose, if they’re that quick to walk outta your life then really, what kind of friends were they to begin with? I can count my REAL friends on my hands, I have very few and I’m keeping it that way because then I know there’s only about 5 people left that can hurt me. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I love you! Don’t you ever forget it!!!!

Maybe that person has issues with themselves that they are unable to handle, or we can put it up to them just being insane 😀 Doll, relax we all love you here and ‘real life’! xoxox

September 4, 2012

ugh, fb is like the bane of my life usually. i don’t play into the drama at all. *hugs you* we love you!

September 4, 2012

i hate facebook. it’s nothing but trouble. the problem isn’t you… it’s the other person that doesn’t know how to communicate with people anymore. probably because they spend too much time on facebook.

September 4, 2012

I know how much it hurts to lose a friend. It just makes you feel like you were disposable. But hell, if they think you are, then it’s not worth wasting the energy on someone who clearly didn’t care as much as you did. Easier said than done though.

September 4, 2012

your baby will never hate you & neither will I!!!!!!!

September 4, 2012

uh oh 🙁 What happened? It seems like whatever it was is pretty petty on their part so they probably weren’t a real friend to begin with. Pooh on them love you!

September 10, 2012

I loves you!! I have stuck around for what 10 yrs now! I ain’t leaving ya ever!!! You just can’t make me!! 🙂