not dead, just sick
I’ve been absent.
I’ll hate this when I come back to read about this timei n my life. So I need to stop it.
Things:
*New Ticker: Yay! Now I’ve got more brain cells than Paris and Nicky Hilton put together! I’m 28 weeks and 1 day old, only 83 days to go!
*Wow, 83!
*Nugget is head down. I was worried he’d be breach, but he’s in a good spot. I realize that th elittle lumps I feel above my belly button are his little toes. OMIGA I can’t wait to meet him!!!!! He has my nose.
*I got placed off work today, until September. I will enjoy not having to call in every day. I will go in sometime next week to get all my shit from my desk. That will be sad. 🙁
*I did not go to work at all this week. Nope.
*My entire paycheck went to the down payment on the new mini van. I am very broke. It feels weird. I have to get used to not really having my own money. Any money I make on my books will be all mine. I guess I better get my ass in gear and start editing and publishing!
*Since I will be on a disability from work, I will get to use up all my 75% sick time. It’s a very small check, but I should get paid through June and a little into July. The little bit of extra money will go nicely into savings so we can make sure to get the baby stuff we’ll need later on (Like a full sized crib, high chair, and of course the cute clothes and toys!… and diapers)
*I have been pretty sick. I’ve been in bed a lot. Cramps, contractions, headache, dizziness, blurry vision. It’s been really sucky. My blood pressure has been fine and my dr. checked my cervix with an ultra sound. Still pretty thick and I seem to be ok, but she’s worried about preeclampsia, esp with the headache and vision stuff I’ve been having. I was supposed to go to Labor and Delivery to be checked out, but she said they told her they were exceptionally busy with pre-term labor patients and I’d be waiting for hours. So I didn’t go… I may end up going tomorrow if I still feel like this.
*I just threw up. blah.
*Since I am home now, I will try to set one small goal for each week day so I can at least do something. Tomorrow, if I"m not dead walking, I plan on putting away all of our movies on the Ikea shelf Baboo just put together. I hope there are no spiders in the bags.
*Spiders live EVERYWHERE in this goddamn house. Everytime I move something a fucking spider is crawling out. I killed a huge one with a hammer the other day. A HAMMER PEOPLE. ugh.
* I miss you guys. I’ve been reading from bed, but I lack the will to note as much. I sowwy. Don’t hate me. Love me!!! LOVE ME!!!!
loveyoupeople. *muah!*
Oh yeah, I have a ticker. Look at that!
Ticker is wrong. I’m not working anymore as of today! aha!
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No hate here. <3 Glad to see you’re doing okay. Hope you feel better soon dear. *hugs*
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Since you’re pregnant and probably don’t want to use bug spray kind of things, you might try to buy a few of those plug in pest things-don’t know exactly what they’re called. But I had an apartment that had creepy crawlies from backing up to farmland and train tracks/trees and those things worked wonderfully. Might help… Feel better soon!
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Awww. I hope you feel better soon. ((hugs))
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Feel better soon and rest as much as you can while you still have the chance!!!
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Mostly I only read when nursing so I am a craprastic noter usually.
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Ill forgive you but I demand you take care of yourself.
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Yarg, this sounds very crappy. I hope you’re feeling better by the time you read this.
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A little fyi on the preeclampsia. Did you know it can occur after the baby is born? My sister wound up back in hospital with really high blood pressure a week after she had my nephew alan. Anyway i hope you relax now that you are not working *hugs*
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I’m glad to see a new entry. You have fight in your words. That’s good. I’m glad you won’t be working anymore. Shirley, you’ll feel better being at home.
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Worrying on and calling your name out to god. get rest, as much as you can stand.
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Glad you are ok. I was worried!!
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Glad you are not dead and sounds okay on work front if get what you are saying ie not resigned after all. I am a rubbish noter, and erratic reader. Heh lucky to be here myself!
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Hugs. Feel better soon hun. And we miss you too.
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I’ve been remarkably healthy this last year so far. Now I’ve jinxed it.
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I was so worried. I planned on emailing and texting you today! I hope you feel better. :/
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i have been stalking you on facebook to make sure your ok! 🙂 hope you feel better! Thank god for being off of work! rest your little butt off!
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*hugs you lots* all love!
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I hope you feel better soon.
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We do love you! And I’m pretty sure we all understand. Hope you’re feeling a little better today!
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I can’t believe there is only 83 days left :O! crazy! I hope you start feeling better. I was like that at 5 months with my last pregnancy, but if it makes you feel better I made it to term and delivered a healthy baby at 37 weeks, so just hang in there!
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Woah, you can go on disability from work?! That’s awesome! Sara had like 2 months worth of sick time but wasn’t allowed to use any!
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love you!! miss you!!! rest rest rest!!
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Focus on feelingb etter!! xxxxxxxxxxx
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Those sound like huge spiders. I think I’d freak the hell out. I’d sleep with mosquito netting all around me, couldn’t handle it otherwise. I really don’t like how you are feeling, I’m glad you are willing to go to L&D though to get checked out, that’s a good idea.
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Well, I am very glad you are alive. 🙂
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Feel better soon Mo.
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Glad you’re okay, but PLEASE take it easy and take care. *hugshugs* Pre-eclampsia is a motherfucker…
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Love all around!!! 🙂 Sorry to hear about all the issues going on with your head and vision right now. Hopefully it all clears up and doesn’t turn into anything worse! We’re being infested by little black ants and spiders! I keep trying to get Matt to have some pest control people come in and spray, but he hasn’t done that yet. (((HUGS)))
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I feel really lucky after reading the things you are going through. So far all I have is massive boob aches and terrible heartburn. Then again, my first trimester was terrible. Hopefully being off of work will give you the stress relief you need and all the issues will resolve. Just rest as much as you can!
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Missed you and started to worry. Not glad to hear you are sick, but I trust everything will work out in its own time. Keep us posted!
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Wifey. Seriously. I don’t like the loving everyone. I’m such a jealous wife…. Lol. I could not live in that house. Spiders petrify me.
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that’s good that you got the leave, and the extra income till end of June/July. I hope you feel better. And man it’s getting closer to the baby coming into the world. Best wishes.
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aww, i missed you! glad to hear you are doing OK. and hoping the sicky goes away soon. that is so awesome that you were able to get off with the diability. we’ve lived places where you need hammers for spiders. get some chestnuts and put them in the corners of rooms. it’s supposed to deter them. of course, sometimes the cats/dogs just think they’re an extra toy….
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dude. the hammer…killed me, cuz, thats totally something i would do. effin spiders.
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You can always sell crap on ebay to make a little extra change too! 🙂 I swear by it. haha I hope you feel better and I am glad you are off work! You deserve it!
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Loveyouloveyou! No hate. HUGS. I just want you to feel better quickly!
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Come on baby, give momma a break!!!! lol I do hope you start feeling better! And I hear ya about the spiders! For the last two weeks, everytime I move anything a huge beige spider comes out, faaacck! I hate spiders!
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i’m so sorry you’re feeling so icky. no fair, i say, no fair!!!
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No hate, just love! Feel better soon. I can’t believe you’re under 100 days already!
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:-/ hope u and the baby are ok and you feel beter soon. i noticed you didnt write much lately and I was a lil worried. glad u got taken off work and now thats one less stress on you. things will work out for the best. 🙂 i’ll be thinking of you.
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awww! i had preeclampsia and had ava early. those headaches are horrible. i hope you feel better soon!
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A hammer is a perfect way to off a spider! I’m going to use that idea!
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