crappy snappy

At work today.

I plan on making a "walk through guide" for the leaves of absence stuff that I do so if I decide to just never come back my bases are covered.

I may take down all my pictures tomorrow. But I dunno.

I was home yesterday and felt bad so I took a nap. I woke up feeling worse. It sucked.

I felt a little better after drinking half a gallon of water (no lie), but yeah.

I wanted to come in today even though I don’t feel good. I have things to do. Baboo is like "just forget those people", but I am not one to just drop my responsiblities and run. I have to close this out properly. It’s just the type of person I am. I don’t think he’d like it if I just ran away and left everything flopping in the wind.

I will at least finish out my committment.

I have a Dr.’s appt on the 17th. My Dr. already doesn’t want to take me off work, but maybe she will when I talk to her again. I don’t know. All I know is that I do only have 3 weeks left and I don’t even know how much of that I’ll actually work.

If I go out on leave, great!

If I don’t, well, there it is.

Blah!

baby hasn’t been moving much this morning. He probably wanted me to stay in bed too.

As much as I love my van, getting 14 mpg is taking some adjusting to! Once I stop working, it will stretch further but for now it sucks an egg. a rotten egg. a rotten 40 year old egg.

the president is coming and they keep mentioning the street I take home as being "closed"… but my side of the street is pretty far from where the president might be. So I truly hope they dont’ mess up my drive home.

It’s already going to suck because I have to go pick up prescriptions and all this and dinner is going to be late and stupid (I’m just going to make eggs and bacon for dinner. lol) and blah.

Nugget just woke up. My belly is shaking like a jello mold. ha ha. I guess he’s fine.

I feel like fallng over. suddenly.

I am doing character sketches for the other two main’s in my comic, but drawing a male is proving very difficult for me. UGH.

stupid males.

feeling super crappy.

might not make it today.

whatever.

90 days to go.

or less.

I’m still thinking it’s going to be more like 75 – 80 more days.

I can do this.

 

 

 

Oh yeah, I have a ticker. Look at that!

 

 

 

 

 

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May 10, 2012
May 10, 2012

lol A jello mold? You sound like Santy Clause! =oP

May 10, 2012

with the end in sight i’d find it hard to be very motivated about work too.

I admire your sense of responsibility! I hope you feel better and that you get the leave you want. It is always a good thing to have the option for plan B.

May 10, 2012

wait if you get written off of work can you get workman’s comp/ or like unemployment? i’d check that out might be a nice boost for ya!! not sure how it would go since your have officially quit but would be nice!!

I had waffles and turkey bacon for dinner last night. I love breakfast for dinner. My oldest calls it BRINNER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3

May 10, 2012

Bird bird, bird is the work. You are a busy lady. Your due date is coming up fast. That Dr better approve you to not work. That’s nice that you want the new workers to have a clear understanding of the job responsilities.

May 10, 2012

lol glad baby woke up and he’s dancing around in the belly. Hope you feel better later!

May 10, 2012

Hugs.

Stupid males and yes. YOU CAN DO THIS. I’m proud of you for sticking out the job darlin. Because I think you’ll regret it if you don’t. Go out the right way and then forget about it. I love you.

May 10, 2012

It’s good not to burn those bridges.

Its a must to tie everything up before leaving. You want people to reflect back on you by saying ‘oh, I miss Mo. She was such a good worker.’ Not, ‘That WOMAN that was in your position could not have left sooner!”