1/2 digested rant w/ eyeballs and a typo reduction

Lets have a rant.

this website crap is out of controooool.

so, to keep it from being too long I’ll try to break it down:

Characters:

Me

Idiot

Backstabber (BS)

 

Idiot came on the site and lived up to his name.

He didn’t like the fact that he couldn’t boss me around and tell me how to run my site. He called me a shitty leader and left. He insulted me on the page as well as on Facebook. I washed myhand of it, banned him, was moving on.

Meanwhile, BS is a leader on my site. She has always held a position of privelege and has been around since the beginning. She was involved in the first set of drama, but we worked through it as much as we could. I was doing my best to look past her part in it and trust her. I had big plans for the area she was in charge of. I wanted to make things so exciting for our 1 year anniversary. Well, BS sided with Idiot through the whole ordeal. When it came down to him insulting me, while everyone else active inthe post had my back, she was noticeably silent. She said jack shit and has been somewhat quiet on the site since.

BS had the nerve to post on a thread about our one year anniversary saying how much she loved the site. I guess that excludes me, because she could care less who insults the person who actually created, maintains, and improves the site. The bitch.

Regardless, I was over it after Idiot was banned and was moving on.

I received information last night that Idiot was goign to try and open his own site. I guess it was a site before and died and he is going to revive it. Not that I really care. There are tons of role playing sites online. Hell, mymembers can write wherever they want as much as they want. It isn’t a thing to me. However, I heard that Idiot was talking to members from my site and trying to get them to go to his. The onlyone for sure was BS.

WTF?! Really?

Tell me if I’m wrong, but if you’re a leader, elder, and founding member of ONE site, is it kosher to then go to a site being ran by a self proclaimed enemy of the site you lead on?

I don’t think so.

But of course, I’m not supposed to know this, right? RIIIIIIGHT.

The level of dishonesty and betrayal of BS is reaching new heights. Of course she’ll say she didn’t do anything wrong,and on the surface, sure she hasn’t. But how dare she do the things she is doing and continue to be a leader and trusted person for me?

She can’t.

But how in the hell am I supposed to handle a situation like this?

Fuck if I know.

For now I’ve decided to leave her alone. I dont’ know what I’ll do about her responsiblities. I feel as if she doesn’t deserve them and I want to yank them away, but I can’t act on my emotions. It’s not the right thing to do. I have to be more detached, somehow.

Meanwhile, BS knows about my HS diary here. She’s read it for a very long time. If I can’t trust her to do something as simply as stay loyal to me, how can I know she won’t do something even worse? She could show Idiot that site and who knows what he could do with my writing. I have to protect it, I can’t

 AND JUST LIKE THAT OD ATE THE REST.

Anyway… i was just saying I can’t let anything compromise my writing, my website, my work. I have big plans for everything and I won’t let her hold me down.

I can’t remember what all else I wrote.

my head HURTS and baboo is coming to get me.

blargh.

 

I’ll write more later when my eyeballs aren’t planning their escape from my skull.

i have typos. you can lick them.

 

 

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March 8, 2012

Wow… but just imagine… if this were a real world zombie apacolypse… this is EXACTLY what would happen… different groups breaking off, being disloyal, sheisty and dirty. IF it were up to Shane, they’d both be dead.

March 8, 2012

oh the new link worked! THanks!

March 8, 2012

Send Idiot a turd in the mail.

March 8, 2012

Who really cares about typos when you have a blinding headache. I can understand your position from here. I mean how can you trust a once loyal member not to do anything misuseful with your information considering that she’s been there so long and knows your stuff so well. I mean it was shitty of her to side with him to begin with but to join a site that he has and try to lead the other members

March 8, 2012

away from your site. No that’s just vendettic. It seems like the person opening the site or trying to do whatever he’s doing with it has a personal revengeful childish immature purpose for doing this. I’m sorry you came across an idiot that’s trying to cause so much trouble for you. Some people just have nothing better to do with their lives and try to have their own way and that. There is no

March 8, 2012

reason for this person to try to cause and start trouble for you. It’s sad when people are supposed to band together and you find out their true colors when things are really flying. My love everyone has their Karma and they’ll both get theirs. They can’t have done that and expect to have Karma let them get away with it. Every disloyal move is counteracted with a disloyal consequence.

March 8, 2012

You could always just push these people into zombie pits, remember that.

March 8, 2012

liiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiick. I wanted to lick my screen then “/ *blink* xxxxxxxxxx

March 8, 2012

I started a story line… I started it in the welcome area, and not really sure to go, but I’ll go back through out the day to learn. Im excited. I made Preston a zombie…hahaha

March 8, 2012

as i said on HS, I think you are making the right decision. Does it suck that you’re having to take this route because of two very rude people? absolutely. heh, just thought about how idiot tried to change your website when quite clearly he doesn’t know how to run one because he tried and failed before. you don’t need either of them.

As much as Idiot is an Idiot, it bothers me even more that BS is being such an obvious tool. I hate that you can’t know about what’s going on. That’s very immature. There’s no reason that you have to give up sources, eventually something might have to be said, especially if they are trying to sway the people in their group over to the other site.

good luck.

March 8, 2012

RYN: That’s cool.

March 8, 2012

i say get rid of the lot of em. Life is too short to have people around you that you cant trust. Period. she can deny any wrong-doing..but this is about YOU and your ability to trust these people. Go with your gut and banish them to the cornfields! you dont need this crap.