get out of my dreams!

I thought I was over the sicky ucky ugh feeling, but I’m not. I’m at home today. Sicky Ucky Ugh.

I’m gonna go lay down soon, but I wanted to like say heyyy, Monday, how you doooin.

Liked the mid season premiere of The Walking Dead, the things that annoyed me were far more about the characters than weird things that shouldn’t be there. lol.

My head might go spinning across the room.

Baboo finished his resume! He’ll be emailing it today, oh yeaaaaaaah. We talked a lot about it last night and I think we are on the same page. He said he feels like I’m forcing him into something he knows he needs to do, but not in a negative way. He just needs that extra push. I told him even if this job doesn’t pan out, he should start looking for better employment anyway. He agreed.

 

But I have very positive feelings about this new job!!! Cross your fingers!!!!

 

Before I go, one small rant about my fucking neighbor. Not only is she tormenting me in reality, she has invaded my dreams.

First I go to do laundry on Saturday and find garbage and trash and lint dumped into our bucket of laundry soap. The soap was mostly gone, but there was no reason to do that. Nobody in our house would do that because we know that’s where our soap goes… AND the soap was mixed around all the trash. She’s the only one who would have done it and quite frankly I’m sickened by it. Who does that to someone? WHO?!!!

So that had me all sorts of angry.

Fast forward to last night. I had ordered the children pizza because Baboo and I were going out to a fancy restaurant for our Valentines Day (a sort of surprise really!). It was about 5:30 PM.

The neighbor had come home from somewhere and closed the gate (which she never does, but I wasn’t going to be mad about that at the time).

 

I told my son to go open the gate so the pizza guy could go in.

A few minutes after he opened it, she went out and closed it.

*blink*

Ok bitch, you just came home and closed the gate. We opened it for a reason, why would you go close it?! It’s just rude.

So we opened it again.

She closed it again.

Within MINUTES of us opening it as if she’s stalking the damn gate.

We almost missed our pizza delivery because of her.

Fine whatever, we were out there and the gate was open.

Baboo and I were about to leave…

SHE CLOSES THE GATE AGAIN.

Look bitch, we keep OPENING THE GATE FOR A REASON YOU WHORE.

She NEVER closes that damn gate, but she was all OCD about it last night and I KNOW she did it to piss us off. There really is NO REASON for her to keep closing the gate when we are opening it right after she closes it. Wouldn’t logic dictate that we wanted it open for a damn reason? It wasn’t even DARK OUTSIDE YET.

Yet, she gets home at midnight or whatever and leaves it gaping open all night and who cares then right?

Ugh I hate her.

Needless to say I had dreams that she was taking my laundry and throwing it around everywhere on my laundry day and I got up in her face screaming at her and she threatened to kill me and my baby and I woke up sobbing.

I hate that woman. She’s stressing me out and I can’t wait to leave. I want to leave her a letter in the mailbox imploring her to get some professional help and to not torment the poor people who have to live next to her when we leave.

Ugh.

Anyway, it feels good to vent that out and I am now going to go lay down and hope my head stops hurting.

LOVEYOUPEOPLE! *MUAH!*

 

Oh yeah, I have a ticker. Look at that!

 

 

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