sleepy sleepy monday
I was flying on crazy yesterday, only 2 hours of sleep.
Now I can’t seem to wake up. Thank god for Columbus day.
My kids had to go to school.
ha ha.
I have a lot of shit to do.
I wanted to post some HS but it’s not happening. I have to do more laundry, wash my little cats and flea treat them, organize my groceries because I lost a bunch of stuff and I’m not sure how! And I will be cooking a decent dinner (or two, so I can have food to go through the week) and I need to straighten my hair.
SO MUCH CRAP.
And I slept awy like 2 hours of good time.
Oops. I hate when I do that.
So it’s not a typical monday, but it still sucks a butt.
I hope you’re not sucking a butt.
butts poop. don’t suck them.
I HATE on porn when the guy is all up in a butthole like its a little nodule into heaven. IT IS NOT, GET OUTTA THERE!
I can’t really understand why a guy wants that. And as a girl, maybe it might feel interesting on some strange level, but WHY DO YOU WANT SOMEONE SUCKING YOUR POOPHOLE? blah.
Anyway, I’m still quite bruised and upset over the whole Baboo incident… and he knows it. I feel like a part of our foundation is a bit shakey, but we’ll be ok. I think he understands that the life he used to be able to live is past. He chose a new life and he’s got to change. He knows I can’t let him have "boys night out" anymore. I just can’t.
However, our "dream home" will include a man cave, where he can invite his boys over and do boy stupid shit all he wants without including me. Otherwise, he stays his butt home or I go with him. I can’t trust him to go out anymore alone.
Will this change? Eh? I dunno. We’ll see.
right now I’m licking my wounds.
I gotta go. Lots of crap to do before 12 hours from now (when I go to sleep again) ha ha!
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You know, I just watched a documentary on Porn and they were talking about how A-T-M (Where the woman gets it in her butt and then she gives the guy head) was on the rise in popularity, and see that makes me throw up in my mouth.
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I know exactly what you mean, he hurt your trust a bit and it’s hard to get that back, or rather, go back to normal quickly. I think you will, it took Aleyn and I about a couple of weeks to feel really solid again. I really do believe that like Aleyn, Baboo values his life with you far more than he does the odd night out getting smashed with the boys. I hope people understand that it’s not that you want to dictate what Baboo does, however until he gets his limits under control and until he can feel confident in his ability to go out with the boys and just have fun and not get stupid, it’s just not doable to go out at all alone. If you are there like me, you can help him establish his limits. I’m hoping that in time I can trust Aleyn to just go out with his friends and not do stupid things. The dumb part is is that if he knows he is driving he doesn’t pull this same old shit. However if he isn’t then he just doesn’t pay attention to the # of drinks. Anyway I’m happy for you, this is such a sensitive time and you seem to be handling it really well. Hope you get all that work done. I don’t get licking someones anus either, it’s disgusting.
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Hugs.
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I was pissed to find out that our neighbor went into our garage… makes me wonder all those times I went out to get something to cook from there and it was gone…
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Hahahahhhaha regarding assplay. I personally don’t dig it much myself, but enjoy the effort on ya know, their part. It is like with kids (and pooping men home too late)…redirection is required. Get a nap, lovey.
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I slept 17 hours (after being awake 36) and I can tell you, I feel like someone has beat me. I would have rather had 2. Men have this ability to be assheads and then blame it on the fact that their men. I wanna be a man for a day so I can do whatever the hell I want.
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I hope you will be able to get some good sleep. 🙂
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Aw i dont know what happened, i’ll read backwards, but i really like your attitude about it.
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butt porn is gross and makes me wanna throw up if the girl gives him head afterwords…its just wrong… but im glad your ok.. i had off monday to and it was awesome : )
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