moody ass bitch

Just ignore my last entry. I’m really not mad at anyone.

I’m just mad at myself.

I’m hormonal and moody and it isn’t anyone who is doing anything. You could tell me I look beautiful and hand me a cupcake and I’d burst into tears, call you the meanest person on the planet and then fall on the floor.

Imagine what my sweet sweet husband has to put up with?

He’s so funny, He just hugs me and lets me be a brat.

he takes care of me even if I’m a total bitch.

i don’t deserve anything.

blah.

i gotta stop crying so i can put on make up for this dumb training.

i’m alright.

i’m just moody.

but if you wanna come give me a cupcake, I won’t mind.

 

 

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I hate crying at work, it’s bullshit, and makes me feel like a big baby. One day I cried three times at work, thank god for my office door! ryn: I’m so glad. I’d never tell you to get over it. Hell even the three/four months we were trying, every time I got my period I was upset. I didn’t write about it much, just around my period time but it did really get to me. Also, the weight thing, I feel you there, I think the only thing keeping me from getting gestational diabetes is the fact that I can’t stand too much sugar, I pretty much stay away from it other than a bit in my tea and maybe a couple of licorice after work. I need to easily lose 50 pounds after this pregnancy, unless I gain a lot during the pregnancy and don’t lose that baby weight quickly after I give birth, then it could be upwards of 60-70 pounds. Not a fun thought, losing anything over 10 pounds seems next to impossible to me. I really wish I knew how to cook all of my favourite foods and cut like half the calories in them.

(((hugs))) I’m sorry you’re going through all of this.

hands you a big cupcake. Hope your day goes fast and you can get home to relax

ryn: you have awesome boobs. you don’t HAVE to try! pfffft!

October 6, 2011

((hugs)) Perhaps when we stop trying to hard we’ll be successful.

October 6, 2011

I would give you a cupcake if I had one*hugs*

I’d so be on the next flight out if I could. Cupcake in hand. For real.

October 6, 2011

thats it im going to send you cupcakes 🙂

squishy hugs! Chris

October 6, 2011

Honey. Imagine when I am PMS’ing. I can be pretty moody on and off then as well. The times in between I hate for no reason too. Moodiness for any reason sucks. I hope you get past it soon. Hugs.

October 6, 2011

i would give you a cupcake! which flavour would you like?

October 6, 2011

*hands you a cupcake and makes baboo give you another hug* Double wammy!!

October 6, 2011

awwww go home and play some games and kill things.

October 6, 2011

*Hands You a Cupcake*

B+
October 6, 2011

Cupcakes heal… oh… I should make cupcakes! Or cookies…

October 6, 2011

RYN: Why can’t we be friends? What have I done now?

October 7, 2011

RYN: I loved, loved, loved the first hour and I adored the bad guy. The last 45 minutes or so just didn’t I’ve me what I wanted. It was like forcing a mayonnaise lid onto a jar of peanut butter. It just felt “off.” If I were to rate it, I’d rate it highly though.