I probably don’t like you *fancy word edit!

Anyone who has read me knows that I sorta hate a majority of the human race. I really do. I can’t STAND people. I hate most everything about everyone. Go die and see if I care. Go… do it… DIE.

Hm, I wonder who gets your stuff now.

I’m a supporter of the zombie apocalypse and hope that most of you die in it. Of course, I could die in it, but who cares. zombies are awesome and I’d love to be a kick ass zombie survivalist…. but i might just be lunch. Whatever…

If most of the human race died tomorrow, I don’t think I’d care beyond the initial shock and tears that I always have because I have stupid girl emotions and I’m empathetic, which makes shit like that hurt. But the rest of me just hates you all, so zombie buffet, bring it on!!!!

ANYWAY… I have found that when I come across an entry or something here that I don’t like, even when written by a fav, I am doing better at just NOT noting it and moving along. I have a bad habit of perusing Readers Choice when I’m bored and sometimes it’s chock full of good stuff. I enjoy reading almost everything to some degree. Or I’m confused by it. But then there are spurts of utter madness that makes me want to pull my hair out. And insult people. Or try to make them understand how they are the very thing they are against…

which is pointless. you can’t convince ANYONE who isn’t already on the page to be convinced. I’ve learned this…

sometimes I’ll leave notes and instantly delete them. Just the ability to get my disdain for an idiot out of my system makes me feel good.

BUT NOW, I just don’t leave any notes at all. TA DA! I’m trying to be all mature and shit!

Does this mean if I usually note you and then I don’t note an entry that you’re on my nerves?

MAYBE. but maybe not. I have no idea. if you cared what I thought, you’d ask me directly anyway, so it doesn’t even matter what I think of it!

Now, this new found “maturity” does NOT extend once someone leaves me a note that I feel I have to respond to. I responded to one today and I feel “bad” about it. Not bad that I wrote it, but bad that I even felt the need to write it in the first place. This person stated their thoughts and I was like OH NO YOU DI’INT! YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT I KNOW AND NOW I’M GOING TO TELL YOU AND YOU’RE GONNA LIKE IT WITH A CHERRY ON TOP.

I’m so utterly ridiculous. How do any of you put up with me? lol.

but yeah, so most people I don’t like. And if I like you, you know it. But just cuz I like you doesn’t mean I’m going to agree with you or like things you like. If you wnat a clone, go get one, I most certainly don’t think I’ll ever align completely with someone else. I get pretty close, but there is always that THING.

so I probably don’t like you right now. Or you.

but i do like you.. and YOU.

but you can go die.

you can join my zombie apocalypse defense force.

you can eat poison.

you can come over for pizza.

you can jump off a cliff

you can sleep in my bed.

i smell like a blueberry vagina. I’m not sure how I feel about this.

*Edit: One little caveat (ohhh fancy ass word alert!)…. If I LIKE you, and you ASK for opinions or I’m close enough to you that I know you wouldn’t mind knowing my opinions, they will always be honest and not just there to kiss your ass (or kick it)… I’m going to be straight up blunt with a softener of understanding. I somewhat pride myself on being able to express difficult reactions to people I care about in a way that doesn’t come off as isolating, judgemental, or rude… however, if I know that my words are gonna be snarky and cruel, I don’t know you well or not at all and I just find your writing to be trifling and ridiculous, or if I know I’m far too angry to say something with a clear head… I’ll probably refrain.

See, mature.

and blueberry vagina scented.

You love it.

and yes, thank you for loving me. You guys make me one of the lucky ones. the rest can go rot.

ZOMBIES.

they do not smell like blueberry vagina. and yes, i’m a little fixated.

i’ve never smelled this way before.

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