write while I still can!!!!
Well, while I can still write, I should write!
1. I’ve figured out a way I can still post from work using my iphone, but UGH, what a hassle. I won’t be able to read and note as much, and that will suck. I get behind enough as it is! I HATE THIS!!!! but not for much longer. Even if I don’t get pregnant, we are still moving forward with our plans to move and open the home daycare regardless.
I don’t want to be here anymore. I want to focus on other things and if we can handle it moneywise, then that is what I want to do! DAMN IT!
I plan on putting up some Craigslist ads and scanning the ads fo rthe area to see what the demand is like for childcare. blah blah blah.
Plus, if I’m home I can focus more on writing, put up more books on kindle and creatspace, start putting stuff together to try and get an agent or published outright and then perhaps money won’t even be a problem anymore.
I CAN DREAM!!!!
Crap, I had things to write about but now all I can think about is how fucked up my work is with this server crap. UGH.
uhh, the bus stank like piss today. some woman keeps eating something nasty every morning on the train that smells like vomit. obviously my sense are not happy.
I plan on having champagne tonight. I may or may not have sex.
One week til the awesome concert. I need to find a line up to post!
I am fitting my "not skinny not fat" jeans today. that’s good. I ate a massive pile of green beans with my surprisingly delicious fried fish. I also had a tiny bit of rice to break up the flavors a bit. Oddly, the rice was not even appetizing when usually I LOVE rice. I could really just eat a giant plate of green beans and be happy.
someone said I might have a vitamin D deficiency. they might be right. I should probably be taking my multi vitamin since I’m trying to make a baby.
Hmmmm, it’s the little things.
I have to go polish up my leave of absence training. I’m going to be doing sessions about once a week for the next month or so. Oh goody. It shouldn’t be so bad. Something to get me away from my desk.
I think I’m just opposed to the woman who runs the training. She thinks she’s my boss. I make more money than her, I have more seniority and technically, I could be HER boss. She she needs to quit lording around or I’m gonna smack her.
She’s also the woman who touches me all the time.
I don’t like it. quit touching me. you’re not cute.
yeah yeah, i am that shallow.
if she was cute I probably won’t mind.
but she smells like 3 day old fish and it’s not attractive.
i did not play any video games last night. I watched tv with my love.
oh here’s a cute moment! we were watching tv with the boys. Jacob was on my bed, jon in a chair we have at the foot of the bed. I was at my desk and baboo was laying on the bed too. He reached over and touched my arm and I got little electric sparks. Then he grabbed my hand and I got SUCH butterflies from it. It was really cute and unexpected.
I’m so lucky.
I think after so much time wasted, i finally got something right.
Ok, so I’m going to go work.
Ya know, if I can’t read anymore, I’ll really do my best, but I might not be able to note as much and I just want to really apologize in advance. I’ll do my best to note on weekends and at night, but there aren’t enough hours in the day to do what I get done while I’m at work in between projects and the like. I feel really bad. I love ALL OF YOU and I just don’t want someone to think I’m ignoring them or whatever because I can’t note. I’m just so sorry guys.
i’m so sad.
I’ve been here for over 10 years and shit is changing all over the place. My head hurts. I’m gonna miss this place all day.
stupid everything.
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Ooh, I hope that everything works out. As soon as Gabe’s done with his surgery, I plan on going to the class to start in home daycare. I just don’t want to be OUT there anymore, and I don’t want to have to put my baby in daycare.
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As long as the plans you’ve made move forward. yay for plans!
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You have a really large friends list so it’s understandable not being able to get to all of us. I hate to kind of rain on your parade, but depending on the age group you plan on watching, having a home day care is a really busy thing. An acquaintance of mine does it and she gets a bit of computer time but it’s usually when the kids are eating and being occupied with something but for themost part, she does quick facebook updates and is back at it entertaining the kids. You might want to talk to a few people that do it out of their homes to see what their down time is like. The one great thing is the lack of commute time, and depending on when parents pick up their kids you should have more time that way. I think there will be a good demand for day care services, a lot of people want a place close to where they live, when they have to travel a far distance to drop their kids off it’s a turn off to them, so you being in a residential area will be appealing to a lot of parents.
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home daycare sounds wonderful! and your a great mom so you should have great potential to have a huge daycare!! 🙂 yay for greenbeans!!! your dinner sounds yummy… im still trying to get my hubby to make steak… good luck with training…maybe you should fabreeze your co-worker so she dont stink so bad 🙂
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ugh… OD gets me through the day! I NEEEEED it!
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ryn: The only bad thing is that before/after school kids get way cheaper rates than the younger kids. However, if you can get enough, like up to whatever your limit would be for a home day care (I’m sure there are different regulations for every state so I’m not sure what the limit is) you’d still be able to make good coin. I think there is still a good market for those kinds of kids simply because a lot of parents commute, a lot leave early and they need that option of being able to drop their kids off really early. If you and Baboo can get a house that is fairly close to an elementary school you’d easily be in the money.
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Good lord, you just reminded me that I have been on here for about 9 years now! Butterflies and electric love shocks are awesome 🙂
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Honey. We know it’s not an intentional choice you’ve made. So we’d know you’re not ignoring us. Those are the things that can happen that we have no control over. As much as it sucks. I know I’m always trying to find ways of inventing things too. Ways to work around things. That’s just me. I hope it works out in a favorable way. I get sky driven whenever Phillip does that to me. Yep. Lucky
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isn’t the word. Acknowledges the rest.
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RYN: Thanks honey. I will.
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omg no way… I”m eating fish and green beans and rice right now… weird. Ok I’ll finish reading you now.
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Ugh I’m so upset that they’re blocking shit on you 🙁
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Look for a new job. One that allows you OD access. 🙂
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