Little Sprouts Must Grow… BUT ME NO LIKEY!!!!!

So I’m sitting here crying for the stupidest reason…

My Jonathon grew last night.

LOL.

How lame right?

First, if you didn’t know, I’m off work today and the rest of the week! HURRAH!!!!!

Second, I went out to say good morning and acted like a zombie eating my children’s brains.

Third, as I ate Jonathon’s brains I realized that he has shot up at least two or three inches. He used to come up to my shoulder, now he is past my chin!!!! what the hell!!!!!

AND IT MADE ME CRY!!!

Why is my baby growing?! Doesn’t he know it’s time to STOP ALL THAT NONSENSE??!!!!

Jeesh.

He’ll be 9 tomorrow and I can barely comprehend that many years passing.

It makes me feel weird.

I feel RELIEVED that I’ve made it this far.

Sad that his bio-dad has missed so much of his life. Every year that passes means he will more than likely never know his son… until his son decides to go find him. or not.

I’m hoping that Jon accepts Baboo as his dad and wants nothing else, but I can’t make that choice for him.

I hope that Baboo one day adopts them so that they can truly know what a real father is.

ANYWAY.

If these dumb tears don’t stop falling out of my face!!!!

Here is my plan for the day, in no particular order

*go the pound and see if the german shepherds are still there (If not, we’ll just keep looking. We won’t settle for just any ole dog. It will definitely be a pound dog tho… Puppy was a pound dog and he’s the best pup ever! When I say "go to your room" he goes to lay down in his crate, he will sit nicely next to me and if he moves I say "eh!" and he stops. He’s such a muffin baby.)

*go to wal mart to get some gifts for jon (a video game and some nerf guns. I’ll get sone super cheap less than $2 water guns if they have too), and a few other odds and ends, including a shoulder bag with a zipper and some snacks for Disneyland tomorrow (they still have no clue, and it’s AWESOME!!!)

* Write at least 5 entries in Last Words

*Edit at least 3 chapters in Trigger (and post them, send links to mailing list)

*Cook dinner (not qjuite sure what that is yet, probably something with chicken…)

*Do a few loads of laundry (maybe this will wait.. blah)

*Eat carne asada pizza left overs for breakfast. mmmm! CPK is awesome.

i think that’s it.

I hope everyone has a great day! I’ll be popping around leaving notes all day.

like a note fairy.

with pink wings and a bag full of glitter.

you know you like glittery notes.

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