herro! Watch me do the hot dog dance!

*The hot dog dance is something i do when I am happy. Everyone always laughs. It didn’t have a name until Baboo saw a little thing on the Disney channel with mickey and friends doing it. And he said "omg! it’s your dance!" lol… Proceed*

BLATHERING BLATHERSKITES!!!

I’m so so SO SO so so SO SO over the moon excited that I got approved to publish my divorce summons in the newspaper since I can’t find that assface. It’s so awesome.

It took a while, bujt it’s worth it! I’m not going today because I only have that much money to get me thru next week. So it’s only a few more days. I’m going to go on Wednesday next week. i get paid and I’m also off work (took some vc days cuz it’s Jon’s birthday on the 15th and such). So yeah. It does solidify that we’ll have our wedding next year. I’m going to just go ahead and try for a Feb or March date. I think that means I should start planning now huh! EEP!!! (thinking March 13th or April 24th, which is our actual anniversary. lol)

I have a lot of favs about to get married. Hell, two people i consider sisters across the world are getting married soon and I’m over the moon for them. they need to give me tips yo!!!

Ha.

Anyway, it’s great to know that I’m going to be moving forward with this after so long. It feels like I’m going to finaly get my life back. I can’t wait to be really married to Baboo and have his babies. Yes. I know we’re gonna have one and he’s gonna want another one. He’s squishy and sweet like that, but don’t let him hear you say it! ha ha.

He dies over our dog, so it’s gonna be even WORSE with a human muffin baby!!!!

anyway, on more good news, I’ll be sending out the first THREE chapters of Trigger today. Oh yeah, giggety giggety. (they will only be stalled pending baboo doing his end of the bargain, and I’ll explain why in the email I’m going to be sending out to those on my mailing list)

I’ve had some responses and I’m just gonna go with it cuz I’m so anxious. I want to share this story with people SO BADLY!!!

I will also be putting up some chapters of the zombie love.

Do you have any idea how it feels to have so much creativity for my stories oozing out of me? It’s almost ogasmic. I think about it all the time. I wish i could just translate my thoughts to text so I could work on all of them at once. But I’m parceling out a chapter of each unless I feel more urge for one or the other. It’s pretty cool. It’s an amazing feeling.

I haven’t heard anything from the publisher (though I was sorta hoping for it, as like more good news! lol)… but oh well. if they don’t get back to me, thats as good as saying no (though I will keep my eye out for that damn book to make sure my story wasn’t stolen!) and I already have my sights set on something new.

i need to learn how to type less "forcefully" ha ha.

anyway, my neighbor is insane screaming at who knows what, baboo has turned on britney spears and the room is feeling stuffy.

I can turn on a fan.

I guess that’s it.

lol

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