It’s pointless

 

 My nose feels like it’s having a revolt.

Well guess what nose?

I HATE YOU TOO!!!

bitch.

Anyway, work is a total mess today.

I just found out that all of the interviews and crap we have been doing are all for nothing because management is NOT going to allow anyone to transfer.

it’s stupid.

It would be nice if they would share that info with their subordinates so that they would know to not select anyone so we could just close the files out.

it’s really quite stupid.

I hope they get grieved.

blah!

Then, my boss comes around saying "It’s a scary day today, don’t congregate!"

She then proceeded to spend another half an hour at my cubicle laughing and having a good ole conversation with 3 other people.

Seriously?

UGH!!!!

I’m thinking of making a fatty picture weight loss tracker.

What is this, you say?

Well, I want to take a fatty picture of myself and put it up on the wall with like a sort of ticker.

I’ll move my little fatty self along the line as I lose pounds. I will do a weekly weigh in to track the progress.

I will do this in 10 pound increments. When I reach the 10 pound loss, I’ll take another, hopefully less fatty looking, picture.

Then put it at the beginning of a new timeline with a goal of 10 more pounds.

I hope it works. I want to put it right where I can see it EVERY DAY.

Motivation!!!

I need something to work. I am not happy with the way I look. I want to be so tiny that when I get pregnant people are like "omg, look at your cute baby bump!"

I know, I’ve said that before. But it’s what I want.

I don’t want to already look pregnant like I do. I wish I could just slice off my stomach! With a machete! Or a light saber!!!!!!

I’m also thinking of having more soupy broths for meals with lots of vitamins.  I hear soup is a good diet thing? I guess.

I’ll probably get sick of it.

but I want to make my own veggie broth and store it up and eat it for lunch every other day and stuff. Baboo said he will do it too.

We’ll see right?

anyway, blah diddly blah.

I haven’t gotten laid in over a week. It sucks.

i didn’t get a single bump or wiggle this last weekend.

Oh well.

My period should be coming any day now (I wish it would come today and be over itself) and then I’ll have a reason to be sexless.

I have no idea what I’m making for dinner tonight.

I have ground beef.

Bah.

So I realized something as I scurried through the dark to get to work from the train station (it was REALLY SCARY and I really don’t like walking in the dark alone down that scary ass street!)…

But I realized something.

I’m an adult.

Like… I’m in the BIG OLE OLDY OLD group. Like… really?

I feel like I just entered my 20’s.

I’m gonna be one crazy old bitch aren’t I.

Yeee haw!

Once again, I did say that.

And no, I don’t know why.

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I hope you figure something out for your weight loss plan. Good luck, hun! I know you can do it!

January 26, 2010

I like your tickler idea.

January 26, 2010

That’s a cool ticker idea. I like it. And you can do it. Just gotta have some patience. đŸ™‚

January 26, 2010

You already know my opinion on the weight thing, so I’m not gonna comment on that! Other then that though, yes, feeling older can be quite something else! (Since I’ve hit my thirties, I’ve been feeling myself growing more mature everyday!) It’s a strange unusual feeling, but good, all the same! đŸ™‚ Lol.

You maybe a crazy assed bitch. But I GET you…so doesn’t that make me worse?

January 26, 2010

I wanted to do that and decided that the day I can fit into a pair of jeans I still have from my freshman year in high school is the day I can ease off the dieting.

January 26, 2010

See, walking down a dark street the thought of being an adult would have never entered my mind. My thought process is “Oh my God there’s someone following me and I can’t run in heels! I don’t have any mace either! Why didn’t I ever listen to my father and bring mace! I have no self defense moves! I can try S-I-N-G like in Miss Congeniality but I don’t think I’m stroke enough to break someone’s nose! God why am I so far away from the building!”

January 26, 2010

RYN: Well thanks! đŸ™‚ I guess…that aspect of things isn’t too much of a big issue with people, but it appears, that, they don’t like to have their profile pictures taken and copied! (And/or anything else for that matter!) So, does that also apply for the backgrounds, like imaged backgrounds, aside from just the colors, too? I’m trying to cut back on some or a lot of things, obviously! Lol.

January 26, 2010

Can’t afford to piss people off anymore! And thanks, yeah, I was in and out of their fairly quickly enough. It was relieving and preferred on my part indeed!

January 26, 2010

Nah, you’ll never be old đŸ™‚ And that weight loss motivation sounds like a very good idea to me. You can do it!

January 26, 2010

baboo needs to step up the game! a whole weekend with nothing? that’s just ridiculous! haha. soup is a really good food when you’re trying to lose weight. if you eat it when it’s really hot, the warmness will make your stomach feel full when you’re really not. drinking hot tea does the same thing – there are some types that increase metabolism/energy too. good luck!

January 26, 2010

RYN: Well…I don’t do that thing with the profile pictures anymore! I’ve learned my lesson with that one, after having the few people that I did bitch me out for it! And yes, I WAS talking about the color schemes and all that, but, was just stating what other people had gotten pissed off at me for, in the past too! And, I normally DO ask the diarist’s permission, but, it somehow doesn’t seem to

January 26, 2010

I’ll probably do soup myself this evening. Being sick and cooking just dont mix very well.

January 26, 2010

get to them timely enough, and or, they miss it or something! So there, I ended up getting blasted out anyway! (And, never really had, or usually get the chance to explain myself, before I’m immediately banned from reading them anymore! But, glad you seem to understand anyway, for the most part! đŸ™‚ Lol. And, as for the weight loss thing, and Baboo, okay. Just don’t want ya to be ridiculed or

January 26, 2010

You are awesome!

January 26, 2010

put down for anything hun! (ESPECIALLY for being who you are!) And, yes, I DO know that, to some extent, you’ve had some dislike for the way you look. So, I hope you manage to achieve the desired results that you want! Just, as a healthy mentalitied note, try not to let it go into obsessive mode! I’d feel very uncomfortable with you or anyone else developing an eating disorder, out of trying to

January 26, 2010

strive to lose weight! Hey, do you know this is the most that we’ve noted each other, back and forth at a steadier pace like this since and in I don’t know how long! đŸ™‚ Lol.

I vote for the light saber. I am thinking that the energy that makes it up would like not only disinfect the belly, but also sear the newly exposed flesh. Yes, I am an Intergalactic Surgeon, you didn’t know? Scurry is a funny ass word. I say you running down a street clutching a briefcase to your chest. Haha.

January 26, 2010

Out of curiosity, perhaps you could understand it better: I’ve noticed that there are also a lot of times, when you have your bouts of changing your diary colors too! So, I’m always wondering…do you also do it as a result of an obsessive compulsion, and does it bother you that you don’t seem to stay with one color for a long period of time, or is it something that you just simply do, and

I vote for the light saber. I am thinking that the energy that makes it up would like not only disinfect the belly, but also sear the newly exposed flesh. Yes, I am an Intergalactic Surgeon, you didn’t know? Scurry is a funny ass word. I saw you running down a street clutching a briefcase to your chest. Haha.

January 26, 2010

doesn’t bother you that way, and, you could really care less, you just happen to change your diary color, whenever you log on, and it’s not like more of an obsessive need for you? Like do you dwell on it or not? And, are you fine with changing colors whenever you feel like it the times when you log on? (Also for the imaged backgrounds too!)

January 26, 2010

I think you look cute but I can understand you wanting to lose the weight for yourself. Make tacos!