Thank This…

 

 Wow… I’m in a horrible mood.

I do NOT want to go be all happy and smooshy with the family. I even posted it on my facebook so that my sister and brother (who will more than likely check it) will see.

I’m just not in the mood.

I’m leaving 2 or 3 hours later than requested… why? because I don’t want to be out there and I want them to know it.

Ever since I was basically told I couldn’t be there by a certain time and just really started thinking about how much they only accept their idea of me and not the actual ME that exists… I just dont’ feel like it.

I’d be more than happy to stay home and not go anywhere.

I’m only doing it for my kids.

what.

ever.

 

I’m very thankful to even have a family. I guess I just don’t have it in me to translate that out of my brains and into how I feel.

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November 26, 2009

I think your sentiments are actually quite common during the holiday season. I hope you can salvage something out of this day! Happy Thanksgiving 🙂

November 26, 2009

xoxo

November 26, 2009

So sorry. 🙁 HUGS

November 26, 2009

*big hug*

November 26, 2009

and YOU are an awesome YOU!!!

November 26, 2009

Let us know how it goes! Happy Turkey day!

November 26, 2009

Moni if you ever doubt that you’re a good mom again read this. Cause the fact that you do things like this FOR YOUR KIDS? Is so unselfish and so wonderful. Really. We suffer for our kids. And sometimes it sucks. But we do it. I hope it was nicer that you thought it would be! And your note? OMG! Killed “sleepy brusher” so funny! You always make my day! BOOP!

November 26, 2009

This is the first Thanksgiving where the entire evening didn’t turn into a drunken screaming match.Thank god for moving halfway across the country! I hope your day wasn’t too terrible.

November 26, 2009

i feel that way sometimes so i understand… i hid in my room for part of the day ….

November 27, 2009

It’s hard to do that completely honey when the whole part of you isn’t accepted! (And that also includes anyone that you have in your life!) It’s easy to tolerate the for the moment stuff but always underneath the surface you can always just feel it’s there. And as much as you appreciate it you’re never completely fooled! So ya just learn to kinda keep your distance!

November 28, 2009

it seems like family functions just arent fun or exciting anymore, if they ever were. But these days more ppl seem to dread seeing family members, and doing the whole family functionthing it’s crazy. Hope it was alright in the end.

Hellooooo! It’s Steph, with my brand-spankin’ new diary! Sorry your Thanksgiving sucked. 🙁

Hope you had a WONDERFUL Thanksgiving!

November 29, 2009

Aww.. I hope things went ok.

B+
November 30, 2009

I was quite happy that this Thanksgiving didn’t include my husband’s stepfather getting piss-ass drunk and then fighting with everyone and then passing out in random places, pissing his pants and the furniture (or floor, depending where he passed out). There’s something to be said about having your own traditions… and moving half way across the world.